my fault. my fault. ya. i seriously need to reflect.
it was a bad day? as per normal. it always was. never was looking forward to this day. oh well, im glad it's gonna be over soon. sometimes, im really glad that i've forgotten when's my birthday.
but deep down inside... i dont feel that way. who knows?
i'm sorry.
My name is Serene.
Wednesday, October 05, 2005 - 10:47 AM
mum's seriously sick. the hospital said that it aint serious enough to let her stay in the hospital. what a dumb excuse. i mean, must wait till the illness is so damn serious, then only they will let her in? the whole family was pissed. lame excuse. get well mum.
My name is Serene.
Sunday, October 02, 2005 - 5:07 PM
SO CLOSE, YET SO FAR.
finally, i gathered the lyrics! :D i hope it's the right right. well... i typed it out myself. and i dont wanna go around singing the wrong lines, thinking that it's right. GAWK! so touching can. the perfect song for the perfect moment.
dying the whole day. boredom overwhelm! slept on the floor last night. gave up my bed for mummy to sleep on. and being a good daughter, i slept on the floor, beside her. doesnt matter, cause i like to sleep on the floor. so yeah, i enjoyed myself.
bestie's first sms of the day was quite saddening. well, i woke up even before the phone vibrate. or rather, the moment i woke up, the phone SHAKES VIOLENTLY. fate huh? totally. bestie went to malayisa to see her grandy. and im all alone here! well, i've got mr yan. but it aint cool. im starting to feel weird with him around. and i mean weird. but oh wellies, he's nice. and that is all it matters, right?
oh gosh. stop it. im starting to sound all mushy. and for those who're like going " serene's a straight!!", let me introduce mr yan. he's my friend. and i mean FRIEND. and yesh yesh yesh, im still as crooked as ever. the crook who's crooked. and for bestie, let's just say... YOU'VE JUST TRIGGERED THE UN-TRIGGER-ABLE TRIGGER.
oh shut up. seee! im insane without you! :D be honoured. ____________________________
All this precious moments With you by my side Must be a gift from heaven That's holding me all night I don't know how I found you I'm thankful that I have Now that I have a love so true To hold, to keep, to share In my heart, I can no longer hold inside All of the love I used to hide. I'd always be with you until the very end In this world,there is no place I'd rather be. You are my life, my soul, my girl And through it all, I know you'll come to see That you're the one Till the end All my friends around me Say you'll be gone too soon Baby, I'm gonna make them see We've found our way back home In my heart, i can no longer hold inside All of the love I used to hide I'd always be with you till the very end In this world, there is no place I'd rather be You're my life, my soul, my girl And through it all, I know you'll come to see That you're the one Till the end Will always be till the end
My name is Serene.
- 2:05 AM
worried. mum's sick. and im praying for her to get well soon. i love her. and i hope she knows it.
it's late (or rather super early) now, still as active as even. cant sleep. geesh. oh god. my shoulders are damn stiff! maybe that's the reason why zhang yun have to choose to smack my shoulders when she claim that that's her way of massaging me. they're super hard. she cant even massage it, except to bash her fists on to my shoulders. not knowing that she's actually wacking my bones in to ashes.
everyone's asleep now. or rather most. there're still 6 people online on my msn. geesh. im like listening to this song call "till the end". i love it. touching. :D
cant seems to find the lyrics though. sad case. but oh wells.
some of the prelims marks are out. i can see that i've improved alot. i think. well. i did. but still, it's not the grades i want. horror, horror. i expect better grades. but yeah, i know my limits. haha. i will try. i mean, i will gve it my best. LALA.