OH RIGHT.
had exams today. :D stats was bad. really bad. so i guess i really really really flank it. great huh? :/ ports was okie. but i dont wanna comment too much, you know, just in case. :x
for the next three days, there'll be even more exams. and harder ones. like how great. feel like killing that whoever who set the timetable. like wow, all the hard exams bundle into one. nice. blah blah. so i skipped canoe today. GUILTY please!!! and i feel like im really fat. fat fat. oh wellies. like mr danny said, "CANOE DOESNT GIVE YOU A DIPOLMA!!!!". im hot for canoe, but aye, what to do? im lagging shit. but i guess i will try to make it for thursday's training. TRY. arghs.
i miss the muscle cramps, and i hate being STUCK at home, thinking about CRAPS.
2 more days to an year. nice.
BLAH. there'll be safety & environment mang tomorrow. hope i'll do fine. tough tough subject. TSK. and of cause, there'll french too. and i havent even done my DELAYED homework yet. and yesh, im praying that i will still be alive when we're lease from french. i mean, i miss SATURDAY'S class too. oh god. HAHAHAHHAHA.
AH! i pierced back that damn ear hole that given up on me! like hell you. dont you dare close again.
TOOT. ok, whatever. STUDY TIME. <3>
we didnt talk much now.
your sms replies are slow.
i dont see you for today.
and i wonder, will we ever be one?
i just want you.
but i cant say it out.
you doubt it.
and i lose it.
so suay so suay. it's the 1st day of exam and shit happened.
IN SERIOUS PAIN. couldnt concentrate while studying. what more taking the exam itself?
die la. oh wellies. it's all over. no point crying over spilled milk. :p
next exam!
biz stats and ports & terminals. studied for ports but stats? eh. no really. or rather no. i mean how am i suppose to do it when i dont have excel? :/
and so skye is back to show me more L series. silly girl.
and to those who love tagging my tag, thanks for keeping it alive.
esp to MS MAJ AND MR ALEX. :/ your neverending war is like so hot in my tag. :/ thanks ah.
went to nyp today after sch. MET RAH AND LU. so sweet.
rah was as sweet as ever. lu, eh. the 1st thing she did was to smack me hard in the head from behind. damn you.
my little nurse lu. TSK.
ok. back to studying.
TO DRY MY TEARS.
I WILL NEVER CRY FOR YOU.
NEVER.
exam starts tml and i havent even touch any of the books yet. skipped french yesterday for polo. felt bad. i know i shouldnt be so yeah you know, but ahhh, i didnt do my homework! and i, simply have no time to do it.
give up.
you never listen.
you mess it all up.
you screwed me up.
happiness it what you want.
and you sounded like i dont need it at all.
time?
BULL
there will be a fitness test for canoe on thurs. like god? i have exams. and how the heck am i going to manage both? ):
oh wellies.
yada yada.
study. i will.
shall be a good girl and not swear.
love love.
stressed out with all the workload. but i will not give up. :D
ha. shall go study now.
blah.
sometimes i hope you can just accompany me for awhile.
studying in the library alone now. skipped canoe training and kinda feel uneasy about it.
thinking of you, it makes me sick.
exam's coming! like super
nfluenced by it. ah. or rather, i dont really understand what's going on. dead.
doing econs now. reading and reading, highlighting and taking down notes. i hope i wont fail. muhahahahaha.
and when everything is ok, the sight of you makes me mad.
canoe canoe canoe.
went queens yesterday and bought another set of fbt. so it's something like the junior girls out fit for water training? kinda cool. :D
so we're gonna get some other fbt tee with some nicks and number behind. ha!
and teresa and i are gonna be gross names.
wet wet for her and hornie for me.
cute la. muhahahhaa.
went over to nadine's canoe girls blog and saw my face. gross out! gee.
okie. should i go home now. or should i wait for jo? :/
blah.
here's my pride and here's my ego.
im no longer a child for you people to kick around.
cause when i thought of my life, things start to glow.
i feel so much better.
im only human.
dont expect a F*CK from me. :D
cause you yourself cant even give a F*CK.
so what if i need love?
i can always give myself more.
so what if i cry?
i can always cry alone.
so what if i need you?
i need myself more.
let me wear that facade,
i will fade off from your life.
what is there to give, when there's nothing there to take?
little girl, me.
i can pull through all this alone.
or rather without you.
wink alittle, tilt your head back.
go away.
im no FOOL. :p
be gone!
this issue of post maybe too HORRIBLE for certain viewers.
below are two images uploaded for viewing.
please do not attempt to copy any of the images, as it will cause viruses attacks.
WHAT ANIMAL IS THIS?!
if you guess that it's an owl, you're wrong.
it's a penguin.
and yesh, it doesnt look like one.
why?
cause it's drew by maj.
MAJELLA.
this is maj.
awww. aint she cute?
OK.
BLACKMAIL DONE. (:
ALEX WANNA BE BLACKMAIL TOO! :D
HANDSOME :/
more of UNGLAM.
busy busy busy busy. just logged into spice account yesterday and realized that there's much more work than i thought there is. assignments that are like posted, and i dont even know about it. independent work man. :/ and im glad i scored full marks for the cargo test. muhahahhaa. whatever.
sometimes i wondered what am i to you.
and when you said it's draining, it hurts.
words aint anything to me anymore.
i dont know what to say. and i dont know how to control all this shit. poly's making me really tired. dying and totally drained. i have no time for all this. no time to even think about YOU anymore. things are going according to plan. but i guess im stressed out by other stuff. you dont need to know. you dont have to care. you're not mine. neither am i yours.
how do i feel? i feel empty.
BLAH BLAH.
poly's a toot. i miss my sec sch friends. the fun loving people. things aint the same anymore. just wanna let you people know, i still love you guys the same! maybe more! :D
LOVE LOVE LOVE. :D
i'm shattered again.
I LOVE RAH! <333met up with people yesterday. i miss you guys! :D
i love rah rah rah!
THE END
using the com. muahahhaa.
ok, got to go now.
BYE!
guess what?!
GUESS LA.
((:
and you're talking to me.
i hope you're fine.
take care.
you're no one to me.
sitting in foodcourt five now. bored to death. gee. feel so toot la. shouldnt have came. WHATEVER LA. MORON.
chat with PHY PHY after so so so long. ha! and yesh, im your servant for today. and only for today. :D
chat with ALEX too. he's a brat la. smack his face. dont come crap with me. you siao ah. corrupt my oh so innocent mind. (:
oh wellies. think im going off now. no point staying and ROT. (:
chaos.
gonnna have lessons tml at 12.30pm. but thanks t project work, i have to be school by 8. ): SAD CASE. geesh.
went out to get mummy's day present. shop and shop and dont know what to buy. so i got her a zara voucher. :/ hope that she'll like it.
and yeah,
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!
I LOVE YOU MUMMY! :D
blah blah blah. so tml's gonna be monday again. and my hectic lifestyle will start all over again. the same old things will repeat again. just like a routine. :/ yawns. long hours in school ah. and all the projects. hate it. oh wellies. muhahahaha! i think i better cope with it quick.
and i miss every one of you girls; my lovely clique.
was suppose to meet yun and yan yesterday. but there was canoe and yeah, had to hunt for mum's present. saddening. i didnt got anything and i didnt get to meet them. sighs.
i miss you people. )):
shake shake shake! shall go chat with peeps now.
GOOD MORNING.
you said that your heart's shattered. the thing is, so is mine.
we'll lean on one another.
woke up at six in the morning. almost died. was chatting with
ate at kfc. trained to kallang, for more canoe training, with pals. our butts were wet and we were cold. :D super funny. shivered and complained and all. :D
kallang kallang kallang. kallang sinks today :/ ha!
so we pedal the canoe here and there, do more PT. and then more pumping. and yes, i'll always remember the
so yeah.
summary done! :D
GOOD NIGHTS!
skye baby, cheer up! <3
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one saves saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
so im back after so long! muhahaha.
poly's really busy and that's freaking good! ok, not really. couldnt get to see my old school pals and all. ): but at least i guess, YOU'RE OUT OF MY MIND! and life havent been so pure and all for so long. yeah. i dont need you. and im glad i dont, cause im doing well without you. totally. (:
so chose canoe and sorta ditched skaters and rubgy. kinda sad that i cant make it to rubgy. the timing crashes with canoe. so yeah. sighs. :/
training was cool yesterday. and i can really feel my body building up again. :D and that rocks! but sorta tiring. oh wells. LALA.
OH YA.
I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS. and im sorry i cant meet you people. will try to dig out time! sorry ah.
AND YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE;
dont call me CHEEKY, cause you know that YOU'RE TOO!