Friday, June 30, 2006 - 11:11 AM
my phone's quiet. :/
BLAH.
in school now again. :D
went over to SERENE, after school.did my cargo research and did some notes on it.almost died.so lack of sleep.laughs.
wore shu's uniform, felt naked. and i look totally stupid in it. LOL.
drew on zan's and ame's THIGHS. i like zan's newly tattoo-ed thighs. especially what spkye wrote, "P****".
shu and ame drew my hand too with smiley faces. irritating.
oh yesh. planning to work at starbucks. looks fun. and yeah. had been spending alot. of i guess working can help me control, plus i can earn at the same time! :D
alrights.
back to studying.
BLAH.
in school now again. :D
went over to SERENE, after school.did my cargo research and did some notes on it.almost died.so lack of sleep.laughs.
wore shu's uniform, felt naked. and i look totally stupid in it. LOL.
drew on zan's and ame's THIGHS. i like zan's newly tattoo-ed thighs. especially what spkye wrote, "P****".
shu and ame drew my hand too with smiley faces. irritating.
oh yesh. planning to work at starbucks. looks fun. and yeah. had been spending alot. of i guess working can help me control, plus i can earn at the same time! :D
alrights.
back to studying.
My name is Serene.
Thursday, June 29, 2006 - 10:06 AM
LIFE :D
people people! in school now again. having econs and im like using the net. muahahaha. MORON'S BEING A MORON NOW. irritating you. :p
went to compass yesterday, after &%$@ years. saw many many people! (:
of course, i went over for OLIVIA (: gosh, i miss you man. took some pictures together, but in the end, you want me to delete them cause you think they're ugly but they're not! gosh.
saw PHYLLIS LEE and gang. she made loraine come over just to compare our faces. they claimed we look alike. SO MALU la. i was like trying to stay calm. so paisae please.
ok, so then, rush back to yishun to meet yun and rah. miss these folks! (:
had some heart to heart talk. everyone looked sad and tired. aye. sad atmosphere. but then luckily, there's yun, she lighten us up! (: LOVE HER LA.
BUT I LOVE RAH MORE.
ok, shall not be irritating.
uploaded some pictures again. (:
we were supposed to go ps, but we went back to sk in the end. 
she took this unglam picture of me.
people people! in school now again. having econs and im like using the net. muahahaha. MORON'S BEING A MORON NOW. irritating you. :p
went to compass yesterday, after &%$@ years. saw many many people! (:
of course, i went over for OLIVIA (: gosh, i miss you man. took some pictures together, but in the end, you want me to delete them cause you think they're ugly but they're not! gosh.
saw PHYLLIS LEE and gang. she made loraine come over just to compare our faces. they claimed we look alike. SO MALU la. i was like trying to stay calm. so paisae please.
ok, so then, rush back to yishun to meet yun and rah. miss these folks! (:
had some heart to heart talk. everyone looked sad and tired. aye. sad atmosphere. but then luckily, there's yun, she lighten us up! (: LOVE HER LA.
BUT I LOVE RAH MORE.
ok, shall not be irritating.
uploaded some pictures again. (:
DANCE TO THE BEAT!
;oli and me <3
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we were supposed to go ps, but we went back to sk in the end. oli's writing a letter for me! :D
she doesnt want her face to be uploaded. :/
silly.
yun and me.<3
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while at macs.
she's in her "ite" uniform.
us again.
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was suppose to add girlish. :D
my ear swelled then.
LAUGHS.
rah and her amazing fingers.
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she took this unglam picture of me.gahh. (:
I LOVE RAH. <3
TO MAJ,
i will take that picture off one day. just wait and see.
WAIT OK? (((:
there's all for today peeps.
bye.
My name is Serene.
Monday, June 26, 2006 - 2:54 PM
hello!
am in class now. :D
went town dont know when and found something rather interesting. and since my beloved pammy tagged at my blog, i shall put this picture up.
am in class now. :D
went town dont know when and found something rather interesting. and since my beloved pammy tagged at my blog, i shall put this picture up.
pam + alex = love ?
amazing.
mui, ignoring me. ):
alex requested for this.
she's shooting out light!
OH HOLY, HOLY.
i was paid to do that.
oh she was nude then.
HOT RIGHT?! *licks.
SHE WAS PAID TO DO THAT. ):
ok, so teacher's like yakking away. all the terms are like freaking me out. so yeah, BACK TO CLASS FOR ME. :D shall upload the rest next time! :D
shoo shoo!
My name is Serene.
Saturday, June 24, 2006 - 12:53 PM
feelings that i can never show.
i dont know how to tell you, words just dont seems to flow. when i look at you, my tongue's tied up. i know you love another, but yet, i cant seem to give up. it hurts to just sit down and listen, listen to you speaking of another. and all i could do was to smile and try to guide you along. not knowing that i, myself, is breaking apart inside.
i hate to see you tear, so i guess seeing you smile is the best way of making myself happy. i dont ask for much, i just want to let you know how i feel deep down.
i changed, people change.
i just want to let you know i care for you. and that i will always be there for you, no matter what.
-and when i think about you, i cry. will i ever have you?
im nothing compared to her. nothing at all. and maybe, i will never have you, ever.
you asked me who i missed, can i even say it's you? what if i did? will you avoid me?
after all, the person you miss, aint me. so why should i even tell you that that person deep down in my heart is you?
things happened, and plans changed. i dont know whether it's a blessing that my life's this way now- a course with good job propects, in a leading poly. but yet, something seems to be so different. something seems to be missing. it's just not the same. sure, i should adapt to how life's like now. maybe, all i need is time.
maybe it's just like what people say, im not used to being alone. and after all theshitsthings that happened, i dont see myself being as lively anymore.
sitting in class, staring at the teacher. keeping silent through out the lesson. there seems to be no life in me. and everyday, when school starts, all i can think of is "what should i have for lunch?", "should i have lunch?" or "when's the next break?". i cant play and joke and laugh the way i used to. it seems that now, i have to restrict myself. stop myself from being happy.
and for most of the time i will end up asking myself "is this really what i want?".
and i know the answer, but yet i choose to ignore it.
i have been living life the way people want me to. not the way i wanted it to be.
maybe seeing mum happy and seeing the people around me happy is what i want.
conclusion:
im stupid.
i dont know how to tell you, words just dont seems to flow. when i look at you, my tongue's tied up. i know you love another, but yet, i cant seem to give up. it hurts to just sit down and listen, listen to you speaking of another. and all i could do was to smile and try to guide you along. not knowing that i, myself, is breaking apart inside.
i hate to see you tear, so i guess seeing you smile is the best way of making myself happy. i dont ask for much, i just want to let you know how i feel deep down.
i changed, people change.
i just want to let you know i care for you. and that i will always be there for you, no matter what.
-and when i think about you, i cry. will i ever have you?
im nothing compared to her. nothing at all. and maybe, i will never have you, ever.
you asked me who i missed, can i even say it's you? what if i did? will you avoid me?
after all, the person you miss, aint me. so why should i even tell you that that person deep down in my heart is you?
things happened, and plans changed. i dont know whether it's a blessing that my life's this way now- a course with good job propects, in a leading poly. but yet, something seems to be so different. something seems to be missing. it's just not the same. sure, i should adapt to how life's like now. maybe, all i need is time.
maybe it's just like what people say, im not used to being alone. and after all the
sitting in class, staring at the teacher. keeping silent through out the lesson. there seems to be no life in me. and everyday, when school starts, all i can think of is "what should i have for lunch?", "should i have lunch?" or "when's the next break?". i cant play and joke and laugh the way i used to. it seems that now, i have to restrict myself. stop myself from being happy.
and for most of the time i will end up asking myself "is this really what i want?".
and i know the answer, but yet i choose to ignore it.
i have been living life the way people want me to. not the way i wanted it to be.
maybe seeing mum happy and seeing the people around me happy is what i want.
conclusion:
im stupid.
My name is Serene.
Friday, June 23, 2006 - 10:41 PM
RECOVER, RECOVER, RECOVER PLEASE.
stayed home the whole of today and did nothing but rot. kept thinking and thinking of nothing in particular. everything seems to be in a blur. my cough aint healing, i ran out of medicine. but you dont care. you dont even call me anymore. not even a single sms.
and when i think of you, my heart sinks deep down again.
i hate you.
went over to shu's house ytd. surpised at the thought of me being able to get drinks. ate skye's leftover. tasted good.
cab home, as per usual. but this time, with skye and ame.
stoned in the shower. took out the necklace around my neck off and dumped it back into the box. pop it back on this morning. lame-ness.
bad day, it is. got that thing, and will be unable to go for polo training tml. and that pisses me off, cause im already very shit in it. suay la. of all days.fish it.
had been having nightmares these days. like whatever. just let me sleep in peace!
as you can read, im not in my happy-go-lucky mode.
but thanks for reading anyway.
take care, world.
i miss all my friends.
stayed home the whole of today and did nothing but rot. kept thinking and thinking of nothing in particular. everything seems to be in a blur. my cough aint healing, i ran out of medicine. but you dont care. you dont even call me anymore. not even a single sms.
and when i think of you, my heart sinks deep down again.
i hate you.
went over to shu's house ytd. surpised at the thought of me being able to get drinks. ate skye's leftover. tasted good.
cab home, as per usual. but this time, with skye and ame.
stoned in the shower. took out the necklace around my neck off and dumped it back into the box. pop it back on this morning. lame-ness.
bad day, it is. got that thing, and will be unable to go for polo training tml. and that pisses me off, cause im already very shit in it. suay la. of all days.
had been having nightmares these days. like whatever. just let me sleep in peace!
as you can read, im not in my happy-go-lucky mode.
but thanks for reading anyway.
take care, world.
i miss all my friends.
My name is Serene.
Monday, June 19, 2006 - 9:31 PM
me and my pink pony;
oh it's love, baby.
been cough a whole lot today, non-stop. im starting to feel like a smoker. as in the way, you know, the way they cough and cough and cough and then KA-PUI? ok. dont wanna be gross so yesh, not going to touch on that.
stayed home the whole day. rest and surf the net. was suppose to go canoe with yan. but it rained. and i dont wanna take the risk of going to canoe with him with such a weather. he might drown and i wont be able to drag him up, or rather in short terms: SAVE HIM.
ditched the idea and started my process of decomposition at home, on the bed.
chat with lulu. we're the sad people. so we'll have a date with rah on wed, i hope.
KICKASS THREESOME :D
i miss rah and all. i wonder how are they doing.
oh yesh, i miss yan too. :/
and thanks to shu, im craving for ice cream now. im a nice person with great taste. that ice cream is like damn good and it's 97% fat-free. eat with ease, it's much healthier. i think.
oh wells, gonna get my ass off the chair and go get some yogurt ice cream now.
BYE! :D
oh it's love, baby.
been cough a whole lot today, non-stop. im starting to feel like a smoker. as in the way, you know, the way they cough and cough and cough and then KA-PUI? ok. dont wanna be gross so yesh, not going to touch on that.
stayed home the whole day. rest and surf the net. was suppose to go canoe with yan. but it rained. and i dont wanna take the risk of going to canoe with him with such a weather. he might drown and i wont be able to drag him up, or rather in short terms: SAVE HIM.
ditched the idea and started my process of decomposition at home, on the bed.
chat with lulu. we're the sad people. so we'll have a date with rah on wed, i hope.
KICKASS THREESOME :D
i miss rah and all. i wonder how are they doing.
oh yesh, i miss yan too. :/
and thanks to shu, im craving for ice cream now. im a nice person with great taste. that ice cream is like damn good and it's 97% fat-free. eat with ease, it's much healthier. i think.
oh wells, gonna get my ass off the chair and go get some yogurt ice cream now.
BYE! :D
My name is Serene.
Saturday, June 10, 2006 - 11:58 PM
CANOE AT KALLANG :D
rain rain rain. ah. it rained and there's like no sun today. totally depressing. :/ wanted to tan and then arghs. oh wellies. shrugs.
went over to changi to fetch DUCKIE, and met an old friend who, happened to be DUCKIE's friend, who is tracy's friend. SO LINKED. :/ small world- small singapore.
carried duckie's bags up and down stairs to her house. then went to play basketball. then after that, to a friend's birthday party.
chat with shuwen. thanks for your accompany. appreciate it. chit chat chit chat, and then cab back to grand's.
blah blah blah.
might be going for extra kallang tml at 8am. freaking early but aye. :/
OK.
THE END.
gonna shower now. (:
loves.
rain rain rain. ah. it rained and there's like no sun today. totally depressing. :/ wanted to tan and then arghs. oh wellies. shrugs.
went over to changi to fetch DUCKIE, and met an old friend who, happened to be DUCKIE's friend, who is tracy's friend. SO LINKED. :/ small world- small singapore.
carried duckie's bags up and down stairs to her house. then went to play basketball. then after that, to a friend's birthday party.
chat with shuwen. thanks for your accompany. appreciate it. chit chat chit chat, and then cab back to grand's.
blah blah blah.
might be going for extra kallang tml at 8am. freaking early but aye. :/
OK.
THE END.
gonna shower now. (:
loves.
My name is Serene.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006 - 12:28 PM
SHAKE THAT THING! :D
The Phantom Of The Opera And Me.
so, didnt go for that park cleaning thing cause im like too lazy to get my ass off the bed. slept till 11 and yun called me to ask if i wanna go study with mui and her. cool cheeks. (: so they're gonna meet at 12.30 at the shuttle bus station. we're going sewbanwang ( i hope i get this right ) shopping mall. ha. and guess what? im like still here sitting here using my lappy. :/
poly's making me REALLY REALLY LAZY. :D -shugs-
so tricia's gotten herself into some mtv makeover thingie tml and she wants me to accompany her. :/ oh wellies. firstly, i dont know what to wear. secondly, it's like super EARLY, well at least for me. and thirdly, I THINK IM THE ONE WHO SERIOUSLY NEEDS A MAKEOVER! :/ im like screwed looking. ha. but aye, what can i say? i know you for like since primary school. and you're my best buddy. can i even bear to say NO to you? ):
oh yesh, tricia, i love you. and thus, im gonna go ahead with you. and lala, give you MORAL SUPPORT! :D
dont ever EVER EVER say that i dont care! :/
or i'll call 911! ha.
gonna watch da vinci code with yun and yan later in the night. :/ before that, gym with yun! and it's like finally, GYM with mateys! :D i seriously need to tone up my leg muscles again. they're like going soft? ah. cant wait cant wait!
ok. end of post!
My name is Serene.
- 12:50 AM
ANOTHER DAY.
finally finish my shipping prac mapping work. almost died. :/
missed canoe cause i ended late. so went to town with amelia and friends. skye aint there! ): so yeah. blah blah. went to watch she's the man. like finally. it wasdamn damn damn damn damn goood! love it! :D
bought three no nut brownie. ate them all. gonna go fat again. :/
gonna have cip later! i mean we've to do some park cleaning. ah. dont wanna go but aye, CIP points!!!
tears just wont stop rolling down.
have to go do gym one day on my own. any kind souls wanna join me? MUHAHAHHAA.
BLAH.
finally finish my shipping prac mapping work. almost died. :/
missed canoe cause i ended late. so went to town with amelia and friends. skye aint there! ): so yeah. blah blah. went to watch she's the man. like finally. it was
bought three no nut brownie. ate them all. gonna go fat again. :/
gonna have cip later! i mean we've to do some park cleaning. ah. dont wanna go but aye, CIP points!!!
tears just wont stop rolling down.
have to go do gym one day on my own. any kind souls wanna join me? MUHAHAHHAA.
BLAH.
My name is Serene.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 - 4:34 PM
THE UGLAM IMAGES! :D
of our lover girl sally!
cough cough!
guess who?
look mum, im doing the gay dance!
SLY FELLOW AINT SHE?
PAPA, im just as tough as sis.
im sorry alex. :/
but it's too late!
oh wells.
My name is Serene.
Monday, June 05, 2006 - 10:33 PM
I LOVE IT.
went out with skye and friends today. it was GREAT! wanted to watch she's the man but argh. the ticket was like selling really fast. so we ended up watching xmen. but still it was good. (: we sat at the last row and YEAH, it was like couple seats! (:
dear skye claimed that it was boring and she almost died beside me. ha. silly! everyone was like super cold except for me and shuwen said that im WARM-BLOODED. like duh. i know you're COLD-BLOODED la. :p
went to bk and chit chat till spike came over. ha. it was lame. then we had some light snacks at tcc. the strawberry thingie is like SUPER NICE. :D
helped people to cut their chicken wings. LOL. damn funny la.
end the day with amelia taking the train with me all the way to marina then back to yishun.
and yesh, AMELIA'S nice. take care yeah? (:
okie. the end.
went out with skye and friends today. it was GREAT! wanted to watch she's the man but argh. the ticket was like selling really fast. so we ended up watching xmen. but still it was good. (: we sat at the last row and YEAH, it was like couple seats! (:
dear skye claimed that it was boring and she almost died beside me. ha. silly! everyone was like super cold except for me and shuwen said that im WARM-BLOODED. like duh. i know you're COLD-BLOODED la. :p
went to bk and chit chat till spike came over. ha. it was lame. then we had some light snacks at tcc. the strawberry thingie is like SUPER NICE. :D
helped people to cut their chicken wings. LOL. damn funny la.
end the day with amelia taking the train with me all the way to marina then back to yishun.
and yesh, AMELIA'S nice. take care yeah? (:
okie. the end.
My name is Serene.
Thursday, June 01, 2006 - 1:32 PM
dont tell me you're sorry.
oh oh oh! we had shipping prac today. and then again, the things i studied came out but i forgotten every single bit of them? like what the
went out with the clique yesterday. and yesh, RAH!! why didnt you come? im like so missing you. ok, anyways, rush over to causeway after french to meet them.
hugged everyone, except for alex. ((:
had dinner at sakae. we ordered stuff like mad. i think the waitress who serve us was like totally freaked out. she had that kinda HUH face when we said we ordered 16 plates of groza(smt like that).
took neos with them too. twice. it was great. but thanks to alex, we had no space. ): so we had to like SQUEEZE? and then we had to choose the tiny weeny pathetic small neos. all your fault la. like WAU LIAO. :/
act
LIKE OH MY GOD? IT'S LIKE IT'S FREAKING HOT IN HERE? IS THAT FREAKING AIR CON ON? LIKE HELLO? IT'S HOT IN HERE?
ok. shall shut it.
so we'll be meeting soon i think. I HOPE SO. i miss you guys! )): and yesh, me and yun seriously need some GIRLISH shopping. (: change me please. ://
aye aye.
so yeah. took some pictures with my
ha. okie. back to studying. (fyi, im in school library now.)
TAKE CARE PEOPLE! (:
My name is Serene.