Monday, July 31, 2006 - 3:35 PM

okie.this is the second time im blogging cause the 1st post was like deleted due to the internet gateway.BLAH.shall reblog.but i cant remember what i blog about.LOL.
oh yesh.im in class now for port and terminals. (:
there're some pictures taken from class.

MY TYPICAL POLY LIFE (in class)

starting of class. seriously,you need that. he wants it,but she doesnt wanna give it. she's dying. they're restless.

she's dead. she still doesnt wanna gives it and he still wants it. they're still restless.

she is still dead.

okie.that's enough for now. (: alrights!time to listen to class.everyone said that im weird today.im fine people.im fine.thanks for the concern! LOVES! :D

My name is Serene.

 - 10:33 AM

i dont need you nor your sympathy :p

went out with yun and wai yesterday.realized that each of our share some memories with one another.haha!:D wai and me used to fight over some really silly things in primary school,which causes us to give each other the cold shoulder for years.till one day we're like chatting in our school's chatroom with one another,not knowing who's who.then yeah,then we realized that we're not really mad at each other deep down inside.laughs.silly.
wow.that sorta reminds me my first few days in secondary school. :D trying to avoid wai and all.LOL.but all clear now,things change.we even decide to go out for a tan one day! :D

wai and her kilkenny and heineken.she claimed that it was good.yun loves it.ah.haha!so,we learn that wai's a good drinker.and me,i go red easily.LOL.hey,good blood circulation okie.wai was super happy that at least she's a little red now.cause she claimed that she's healthier now.LOL.no sense!i prefer kilkenny please.but people,i still prefer wine.

there's project today.but damn.things happened again.tsk.

to you:cheer up.you'll find your answers one day.dont worry.i dont know what to say.you know i feel so stupid after doing all those things.but i hope it'll cheer you up.hmmm.im not good in words.TSK.

to you:thanks for being there for me.im really glad to have a great friend like you.(: we clique okie.i love you!

AND TO YOU:you simply leave too soon.and now you will never come back again.you're such a dear in my heart.but if god needs you so,and that he takes you away.there's nothing we can do.i will mourn for you.and i will pray for you.i just didnt get the chance to tell you,I LOVE YOU SO.I LOVE YOU.

My name is Serene.

Sunday, July 30, 2006 - 12:26 AM

HAHAHHAA! ((:
so, woke up late today. had lunch with mum and bro at swens! LOVE. (:
hahaha,i had baked rice.nice nice.haha.i love it.i can like eat properly now.cool right?my tongue heal super fast! HAHAHA (((:
okie.im like so happy today.and i dont know why.yeah.
so yeah.haha.finally i got to see tong xi! ((: weird ass. haha.
okie.
that's enough for today.
BYE. (:

i feel so dumb for sending something out.god.just ignore it please.

My name is Serene.

Friday, July 28, 2006 - 12:30 PM

am in school now.having lunch.char and hazel are like eating infront of me now.ha.im done with my food.some peanut balls with bean curb.I LIKE.laughs. (: very full okie.
so am going to go my stupid cargo handling assignment later. AH.
aliff dont mind going tracks with me.SO NICE RIGHT! :D but aye,im lazy.he's having his seamanship lesson now.im jeaous! ): so fun.but nevermind.it'll be my turn,MY TURN next sem. then you'll be jealous. >:(
i cant wait to do the jetty jump.aliff said it's like 4m tall.cool dude! :D
okie,just blog later. (:

anyway,i can eat better now! WOOOOOSSSH! :D

some pictures from yesterday,

(:

hahaha,a lame video.i couldnt say rach,LOL. and i said ratio.
SEXY RACH. LOL.
ok,dont kill me.

serene: blah.
rach: blah.
serene: wooo. sexy ratio,rach,ratio.(laughs)
rach:(laughs) you're dumb.
serene: aww,shy,wee wee shy.
rach: no im not shy!! (scratch head)
serene: WHY ARE YOU HOLDING THERE?! looks wrong.
rach: (winces) im holding my wallletttttttt ehhhh!!!
serene: awww, wallet.
rach: go to hell.
serene: why are you so shy?
rach: (laughs)
serene: (take a video of herself)
rach: (in background) EWW.
serene: WHAT.
rach: eh. nothing nothing.
serene: sexxy...
rach: are you done with it? ARE YOU DONE WITH IT?!
THE END.

My name is Serene.

Thursday, July 27, 2006 - 9:03 PM

dragged my ass to school again.train-ed with char,clyde and railey.clyde's so nice!he helped me to get my bread! LOL.so, we're all super duper late for econs.i feel bad.ARGH.
sat by the stone tables with regina and that monkey after school.
then,helped some senior to think of some theme for a upcoming camp.
submit work,put stuff in the locker with the help of nurse joy.
then went over to look for wee.was super late.sorry wee! :D
so wee pierced her tongue today!uber cool huh! :D so wee's a brave girl.smiles.
after the whole thing,cabbed home with wee.
and i was AMAZED that the fact that wee thought i was in YEAR2.thanks wee,you so hurted my heart.WHAAAA.

okie,another awesom day! :D

and im so gonna get a digital camera.my phone sucks,big time! >:(

My name is Serene.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006 - 10:02 PM

school started late today.but boo hoo,still tired.so yeah,woke up and dragged myself to shower.met char and railey and off to school!train-ing's always fun with company. :D LOVE<3

went far east after that to meet ame and friends.while waiting,saw some brookians juniors there.winks winks.and,ame was late.LOL.but im nice.passed ame her presents,i hope you like them. :D
didnt have ice cream today,went to long john's instead.bought sprite,and the rest bought mars bar.i must admit,the mars bar was good.i like it,but i couldnt eat it.wasnt in the mood to eat anyway.you know,eating's kinda gross and hard with that stud around.okie,maybe it'll be okie soon.i think. :Dwent to heeren and then bus-ed home. :D
the bus ride was LOOOOOOOONNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG.i was practically DYING.the guy sitting infront of me kept staring.so gross.
OH YESH,i borrowed a book from school's library.it's called "the naked clone",so cool.im glad i took pure biology in secondary school,cause if i didnt,i wouldnt understand a nut the book is saying! :D i love biology,and i will always love it.so people were saying that im like in the wrong school.im like suppose to be in science but im like in maritime.laughs.hey,i love the ocean too okie.
ok ok,back to the bus.reached home million years later.dying.but of course i didnt,cause im like stuck to the SCREWED UP COM WITH THE SCREWED UP INTERNET.hello people,im learning the art of PAITENCE.i will endure this crap,thank you.
gonna shower and go sleep soon.
(:shall be good.

it's not like i dont wanna talk about him.
it's just that i have nothing to say about him.
i dont have him.

My name is Serene.

Monday, July 24, 2006 - 9:42 PM

PIERCED, and i felt much better. (:
it's a great way to chill, well, for me.
school was alright today. haha! project presentation tml. scare man. dont know what to draw, or rather how to draw for that trolley thing. :/ tired, but no idea how to. DIE.
so, met VAN after SO SO SO SO LONG. years la. she's still the same- as annoying as ever!!! i hate you van, i hate you. and no, im not a bull dog. i hate you!! haha! joking.
thanks for accompanying me out. really, i appreciated it. :D
so we said that we're gonna go drink it out one day at a beach. yeah. will be waiting.

alrights, nothing much to write now.
there's rugby tml, i hope i can run. or it will just be another sad day. AH!

loves people, SMILE! :D

My name is Serene.

Sunday, July 23, 2006 - 11:12 PM

it's been a great day. i love today! stayed home all day. did nothing much,but still,it was great. i love.
hooray to everything.hooray to myself.
i just love myself and my life.
and yesh,end school tml at 5pm.cant wait! :D

ok. gtg.
nights!!!

My name is Serene.

 - 8:12 PM

project, failed.
heart, shattered.
tears, flooded.
pain, inflicted.
emotions, haywired.
life, screwed.

anything else more?

My name is Serene.

Friday, July 21, 2006 - 2:53 PM

HUNGRY.

falling asleep. woke up 6am in the morning,went to school. did project.not done though.
went for shipping practice and then train home.
saw this really cute baby. awww ((:

rushed back to yishun,shopped and went home.did project and then washed and cleaned stuff.aye.tiring.

gonna make this quick.gonna meet shu later.but dont know where. :/ hungry la.
okie.
time to go.

TAKE CARE PEOPLE!! <3

wee,the belt and me.
GAY!

me,neo neo and wee wee.

ALRIGHTS. I LOOK GAY. :/

BYE!

My name is Serene.

Thursday, July 20, 2006 - 11:25 PM

SCREWED.

and as the deadline of the project nears, my head's spinning, i really dont know what to do.
i screwed it up.
AH.
went to town with wee,denise and mei shan, after school, had fun.
took secret shots of them.
denise the unglam and yeah, wee too.
i missed mei shan, lucky fellow you.
so, after all these,rush to hougang (again). collect my project thing. freaking screwed it up (AGAIN). :/
ARGHHH. then shopped (again) for things.
was moody while train-ing down to sk. stoned and decided to take the bus.
zoom zoom all the way to yishun. and yeah, i could have put 55cents but i put 1dollar.yeah.worst still, i alighted a stop eariler.
^%^*Y$#@!!!!
so i walked and walked with that gummy face. came online, and found out that school ends at 3 instead of 12. and that i have to wait up early tml for project. sighs.
and my plan, was screwed up again again again again again!

JULY, I HATE YOU.
PASS QUICK PLEASE.
SCREW YOU.

but it's okie.
clam down a little after talking to friends.
but still,
JULY,SCREW YOU. >:(

most importantly, i pray, that my project will go well.
BLESS ME.

My name is Serene.

Wednesday, July 19, 2006 - 9:41 PM

SKIN MADE AND DONE :D
bloody red ah!

okie.
DINNER TIME!!!!

My name is Serene.

 - 1:51 PM

irritated.

had rugby yesterday, i improved. llama and i were complaining about our fading tan. LOL. sad case. rugby was great. after training, went to eat with some rugby people. (: decided to train one big round just to pei sze ying (did i get it right?) home. so nice right? so they joke and crap throught out. (:
reached home at 11plus. DIED. and sorry to ame, cause i actually promised you that i will sleep early but in the end i broke my promise. so yeah, ice cream, my treat!

so today was a frigging tiring day. woke up early and drag myself to the shower.showered freezing cold water to wake myself up. met char, and train to school together. met the rest at macs and we got lost. not lost lost, it's just that we dont know where the heck is the ship engine simulation room!! so oh dear dear sheryl came and pick us up.
the whole simulation thing is cool. now i know why sma is like the richest cool in sp! PROUD OF THAT! those engines and all cost ^%^&#() la!
was kinda like sad, should had taken nautical, then i would be like wearing a uniform to school. rock man. or a marine engineer! :D ah! but i think i will be like nagivating ships into rocks and destroying ships rather than fixing them. LOL. so yesh, office work please. ZZZ.

DIED in shipping practice. gosh. ha! ok. at least i paid attention to the important parts! :D
after that, rushed to hougang to colloect some shirt. you know, travelling to hougang from dover for like 3 days in a row, KILLS. and the best part is, everytime when i went over, shit happens. so, continue with my complains, i went over, and guess what? they told me that they havent make the shirt yet la! wah. so wanna slap everyone of them. they told me that it's gonna be done today!! TOOTS. so they told me to come back tomorrow! OH MY GOD LA. sighs. but oh wells, i have to. cause the first shirt was super screwed up. and i have to make sure it's okie this time round! or i will simply be wasting my time and effort.
NO MORE SCREWING UP OF THINGS, SERENE SIM! :x

so decided to travel to sk after that. hoping to bump into wee or matey or zhao.but aye, i guess i was there to early! no one's there. so yeah, went to banquet and ate alone. then walk here and there, stone and stone and then go home. couldnt take it, im too tired.

AH. so, here am i blogging, after so long. im tempted to play inspector parker now. LOL.
AYE! (:
there's the end for now.
LOVE LOVE.

some pictures taken in smac ( that's SINGAPORE MARITIME ACADEMY CLUB ), with shidah. we were lazing around cause we're tired and bored during the 2 hours break.

My name is Serene.

Saturday, July 15, 2006 - 1:16 PM

LOOK UP,
GIVE ME A SMILE,
WE'LL ALL BE OKIE! :D

cheer up people, i know life's being a bitch every now and then. but im pretty sure, everything will be fine! as they say "there's always a rainbow behind all those dark fluffy clouds!"
i love all of you! thanks for being there when my life's a toot. and i just wanna let you know i will always be there for you girls! :D

LOVES.

i have faith in you too mate!

MATEY, I LOVE YOU SO.

me and matey. <3

PL MATEYS FOR LIFE!

again! (:

RACHY WEE! :D
i kept this okie.

i didnt delete it :D

my pepper, my love! :D

pepper and salt <3>

rachy wee rachy wee! (:

CHEER UP EVERYONE!

im always here! :D

There's a hero

If you look inside your heart

You don't have to be afraid

Of what you are

There's an answer

If you reach into your soul

And the sorrow that you know

Will melt away

And then a hero comes along

With the strength to carry on

And you cast your fears aside

And you know you can survive

So when you feel like hope is gone

Look inside you and be strong

And you'll finally see the truth

That a hero lies in you

My name is Serene.

Friday, July 14, 2006 - 1:04 AM

A WEE BIT OF SOMETHING. :D
shall upload the rest tml!

just a little something.

oh gosh.

we were taking the pictures from the root of the car!

us again.

the "can-open-one" roof.

?

oh whatever.

My name is Serene.

Thursday, July 13, 2006 - 10:10 PM

My name is Serene.

 - 2:47 PM

to you,
my friend, cheer up alrights? :D
im bloggering cause you complained that i didnt blog. LOL.

You really know where to start
fixing a broken heart
you really know what to do
your emotional tools can cure any fool
whose dreams have fallen apart
fixing a broken heart

be honoured that i sing to you okie!
FRIENDS ALRIGHT?! :D

you know.im pretty sure every thing will be alright between you and her.just give her some time.if things aint doing you any good,drop it alrights? you've to stand up! :D
you've me.
im your best secret keeper! :D
I LOVE YOU! :D
take care and get well soon!

had rugby the day before yesterday.felt really welcomed.we had to like self intro,and i was shy.LOL.

finally it was poly50 yesterday.it was super hard to run la.especially when im like LAME.yeah.pulled my leg during the first run.screamed,but kept running.applied extra lots of deep heat cream and massaged myself. poor thing la.

ran extra rounds for the guys. im nice okie. :D
the run was not bad.running with 8 men at the start and missing one round,we still managed to get 25th out of 160 teams.not bad already okie. :D
TEAMWORK ROCKS.
i guess even thought we didnt win,everyone tried and no one gave up!and im proud of that!
straining my leg again,it's a good cost :D
went back after the run and got myself a thigh support.but only for the right leg.cause it was more serious.well and yeah,the support thing's really good.cause it really helps to ease much of the pain. (: thumbs up!

there'll be rugby later.but i doubt im going.cause firstly,my thigh still hurts. secondly,my friend needs me.and i dont wanna leave her alone.but then again im like waiting for her sms la. :/ LOL.
oh wells.

okie.project time la. :/ BYE.

My name is Serene.

Saturday, July 08, 2006 - 11:38 PM

TADAA.

failed to wake up for a jog.failure la.so, wake up and went to khatib for project.SIAN. :/

then left the place for ndp.TIRING.
met up with MATEY,linsin,huiyan,eliz and duckie.
the show was okie.but i spend half of my time trying to FIND someone. LOL.ah.didnt get to see you today,AGAIN!LOL.no fate,no fate.

after everything,went town.ate cheese sticks at bk,and yeah,home.
LALA.
ok.nights.
im beat.

My name is Serene.

 - 12:13 PM

:D

set the alarm at the wrong time,so i didnt go to school.went to town instead to look for shushu and gang.she keeps HURTING me! ):
we walked from cine to far east then after that i shared cab with them,and i drop at cine.they went to see skye and jo play soccer.
so yeah.met WEEE WEEE,denise,mei shan and maggie.then we waited for ruth and duckie.blah blah.had lots of fun.
I MISS PEPPER! and im damn it loving your hugs.so nice. :D
we should go out often.
and yesh. the dragon dance and all.so lame.i must have freaked wee out.lol.
pepper looks so cute with that crown on her head.i wanna wear too,but ah.waxed hair.so gay.:/
BLAH BLAH.
summary: I HAD A GREAT TIME.
I LOVE WEE POK! :D

LOVES,back to project. <3

My name is Serene.

Thursday, July 06, 2006 - 10:12 PM

TEARS.

watch soccer till 5.30am.france won.like great.zidane rocks.
ended school and hang out at smac and then cscc.slack around and then got really for poly50 training.
ran and ran and ran.the girls did extras.and im really glad we pulled through.then i did additional.i felt bad.or rather... i dont feel good.somehow,im just so drifted away.
so we ran till the sun set,and darkness totally overwhelmed us.
i just ran and ran.
i didnt want to stop.till i have to - when everyone's really to go home.
it was then that i realized that i was limping.
DAMN.
rushed over to amk to meet people for things.but in the end,they went back.and so i have to alight and take mrt back myself.almost got lost.LIMP AND LIMP.
and when i think about it,i start to feel so f*cking depressed.
BAD MOODING.but trying to control.

some guy approached me for my number.i freaked out.and of course,i rejected him.DUH.some senior dated me out for dinner tml.weird.like out of the blue.i was actually quite shocked.i dont think i even have the cheeks to eat.i just want to run and run.

pray that shidah would run with me tml during lunch at the tracks.
we seriously need to practice and train a little for wednesday's poly50.

alright.nights.
take care people.

TO -: YOU TAKE CARE PLENTY PLEASE. (: I WILL CARRY YOUR BAG FOR YOU. I INSIST.

My name is Serene.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006 - 11:27 AM

MORONS.

it's so freaking annoying la.how actually people love to steal,of all things,SHOES.
so yeah,went to tracy's house after school stuff.reached there around 9++.felt that my shoes are gonna get stolen but then i hacked the feeling.
SO SHOULDNT HAD.
now my pony shoes are gone.
cried like mad.
and then when i cried,i couldnt stop.memories and all the pain that i have bottled up since the beginning of poly,suddenly exploded.
cant stop crying,they just kept coming.
looked out of window and everything reminds me of all the past. the basketball,the playground,the child care center,blk 610.

and i thought the pain's over.i cant seem to run away.the school greets me when i open my window.the tie that i put on every friday when im in northbrooks.the neos.the teddy bear.the card.the tin box with sweets that i never bear to eat.the brooks where i ate the pancake and potato salad.the sunrise.the gym i workout it.the track i ran on.the op shirt i put on.the ring i once vented my anger on.the cuts i left for you.the chinese songs i used to master.the letters that i hide from mum.

and when i was on my way to tracy's house,i cant help it but looked up to the 11th floor,at that same window,and wonder,what's going on in there.how's everything?fine?bad?

time passed,the trees all around grew taller.
but then again,memories are still the same.

everything seems so stupid.one thing leads to another.and everything started cause i lost my freaking shoe.my favourite freaking shoe.

and i wondered,walking pass all these areas,will you even thought of me?
i doubt so.

and now,im trying hard to push all these pain away.it worked,somehow.but when the thought of failure and getting the impossible,im being pushed down again.
i know,i have to battle it all. i will.
i must.

to rah, thanks for being there for me. i love you so much. and i seriously dont know what will happen without you. i love you. and i mean it!!

My name is Serene.

 - 11:23 AM

POST FOR 030706

ROCK ROCK ROCK.

HELLO.didnt go school today.and instead when out to do some project.tough one,i should say.but neverendless,im not gonna give up.with the support of my beloved matey( i love you so),i shall TRY TRY TRY! :D

walked around,hunting down things.planning and cracking my ass off with the help of rah.im really thankful that you're there for me.thanks for keeping me accompany.THANKS.
what will i be without you girls?! :D

yawned and stretched,didnt really sleep these days.or even if i did,it aint really a good sleep.projects are killing me.and yeah,i have so so so little time for that major project.and i hope,the results will be good.and i hope,things wont turn sour.
spent nights thinking,planning and drawing out drafts.

i hope i wont fail myself again.PRAYS.

are you mad at me?
im sorry to be so weak.

went to starbucks with rah after town.she treat me a drink.LOVES.
took lots of retarded pictures.LAUGHS.
ok,end of story.
NIGHT.

My name is Serene.

Saturday, July 01, 2006 - 1:18 PM

My name is Serene.