Tuesday, October 31, 2006 - 11:34 PM

colours seem to fade away,

i dont know what's going on. but i do hope you're alright.

vivo-ed with wee today. it was great! :D it's been a long time since i met her! i irritated her alot today. and yeah, i still think it feels like we're on the cruise. and im sorry i dont know why is that snowman so thin. dont blame me. went skirt hunt, cant find anything. sorry ah. :/ but i still think those pull-overs are cute. why cant you let me buy them!! ):
aye. went to candy empire. bought chocolates, mints ones. ate like hell. now im having sore throat. die la. oh wells.
let's go out soon for moive! :D
working tomorrow again. aye. tired. oh wells.
gonna sleep soon after i finish that video. (:

NIGHTS! :D

My name is Serene.

Monday, October 30, 2006 - 9:57 PM

zara after school with yan.
bumped in wee, nat and phyllis(/mich?). gave wee gingerbread man! :D
was suppose to shop for my clothes. but in the end, i ended up buying for yan instead. have fatty junk food at kfc then home. there's a really big hole in my pocket now. anyone care to donate?

and oh, that's part of poly marina. we study over there every thursday! :D
msn and movie time! :D

My name is Serene.

 - 12:15 PM

see that im choking,

just remembered that im suppose to go out with yan today. aye. rather tired. but i so have to use that dumb zara voucher. so no choice. and it's been such a long time since we go out. so yeah, why not?
having lesson now. so, we got our attachment paper. we're suppose to make choices of the companies we want. any ideas what sort should i do? im a dummy when it comes to work. dont know how to survive out there in the future.
and it only takes this little from you to make me smile.
but it aint working.

shall blog later.
see you.

My name is Serene.

 - 2:57 AM

edited.

just finish a movie. as usual, i sleep early. school later. gonna wake up in a few hours time.
zombie again.guess i was too into movie that i forgotten to sleep.

and then i guess, it's all okie. right?

bed time.

My name is Serene.

 - 12:32 AM

home!
work was alrights today. (: went to visit shu after work! :D
bump into kay on the way. i freaked her out. COOL HUH?!
crap around with shu and then went home.
there's like no cab. so i had to like take a bus.
plenty of time for emo-ing, thank you people.

talking to ANNA BANANA now. AND MATE TOO!
mate's being cute! :D blah blah. with her friends who went to her house just to deliver tutu kueh to her! webcam abit but it was blur. couldnt see their faces!

alrights time to watch videos.
LATER! (:

i will let it be the way you want it to be.

My name is Serene.

Saturday, October 28, 2006 - 1:35 AM

OH MY GOD. (:

My name is Serene.

Friday, October 27, 2006 - 7:43 PM

OH RACH WEE, WHERE ARE YOU?!

i passed my IT! like wow? haha, and i didnt even do my last question. but oh wells, didnt do that bad. i think. but aye, i guess the lecturer's too stressed up and then she was like shouting for a wee few minutes and boom! she's like crying. god. all of us are like shocked? i think, I THINK that it's cause of our bad bad bad marks. :/
i feel so bad okie. maybe we should really start studying. okie, i will take that back. LOL.
so azura's back! hope to see you soon babe. your sms shocked me. thanks for asking me out! and yeah, you owe me lunch. :D
so i have a few upcoming dates. :D and to the rest (especially SHIYUN), i promise to spare sometime from school and work and go out with you! I MISS YOU LARHxXx!
and when we go out, please ask ah wai to come too. then i will be going out with 2 pretty girls. i will walk in the middle of both of you and... CRY. hahaha! (:
low in confidence please.

so rush over to some place after school. at least im done with that for now.
YOU YOU YOU.
i will never forgive you.

okie, that sounds tough enough right?
LAUGHS.

My name is Serene.

 - 1:50 AM

ONE OF MY FAVOURITES, <3
i seriously need to order stuff from ebay when i hit 18. but the thing is, i dont know how ebay works. so yeah. :D
TIME FOR BED!

My name is Serene.

 - 12:00 AM

im not part of you,
moron.

i cant believe it. like how i actually wanted to help you after all you did. god. like i said, if you think that im a fucked up bitch and i dont belong to where i belong now. let me tell you now and again,
YOU BELONG TO NOWHERE. and even if there's even a place for you, it's never gonna be anywhere close to my heart.
i will never cry for you. cause you know what? i dont hate anyone. BUT YOU. i dont just hate you. i detest you. get lost okie. so what if i were to spam about you in my blog?! you're never gonna read about this post anyway. i bet you dont even know that i have a blog. you're dumb. plain stupid.
and now, how i wish i can just shout straight in your damn face. and kick you right in the ass.
aye. what's the point of spamming about you? you dont even read all these. argh.
oh yeah, one more thing. thanks to you, i have to waste time and all. thanks.

and to the rest of the people out there, i dont mean to be so rude and all. but it's just that, i dont know what to do. and i guess blogging help. well, a little. just a wee bit. but at least something right? and, please dont assume anything. cause like i say, if you ever ever ever read my blog, im not talking about you.

and to you,
i hope you're alright. things maybe like seriously all screwed up now. but hey, you've got me. i will always be there to listen to you. if you ever want to share alright? smile! :D

and you,
im really glad to see you today. i hope everything will go well for you. good luck for your Os. and im here being all frank to you. IM SORRY about whatever that had happened in the past. i really wish i can just turn back time. and be a more mature and understanding person. i hope we can still be friends. lastly, i just want to say that i enjoyed your company all these years. tears and joy, i will always always ALWAYS remember them. love.

smile like a fool.
HAHAHA.

My name is Serene.

Thursday, October 26, 2006 - 7:53 PM

i saw you,
and im glad you're happy.
even if you choose to walk away,
i know these memories will never fade.

polymarina today again. freaking tired. but i accomplish my task today. for not falling asleep! :D
hahaha. so today we learnt how to launch life boats. oh yeah, last week was life raft. not life boat. but aye, both are something really interesting. but sadly, we didnt get to hope on to the life boat today. :/ but it was great still. (:
managed to snaps some pictures of our lessons in polymarina. (:
but blogger's being picky again. so yeah. next time. (:

gonna go meet yan after that. hope to snap some pictures with him later. :D i miss him!
so north is flooded with all the northbrooks people today. bump into yun and friends. then serene lim, bf and shiyun! and then the twins! (: i miss those peeps.
I MISS SHIYUN! ha. someone's birthday coming huh? (:

alrights. im running late.
be happy for yourself.
whatever you choose to do, you know i will be there to support you.
take care.

My name is Serene.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006 - 6:25 PM

home right after school. tell me that im being a good girl today. am suppose to sleep but i ended up using the net again. lack of self control yes? so after this im so gonna flop.

*grandma enters the house
grandma: is serene back home?
uncle: yes she is.
grandma: is serene back home?
uncle: yes she is. she's in the room.
grandma: where?
uncle: in the room.
grandma: oh.

*serene enters the kitchen
serene: tired tired.
grandma: no work today?
serene: nah.
grandma: no school today?
serene: oh no, i have it.
grandma:ended already?
serene: yeah.
grandma: home yet?
*serene shrugs
serene: YEAH.

surprise! im here!
im being to wonder if my life is ever that drama-ke-mama. or rather a comedy.
had gems today. cab back to school from bukit-dont-know-where to school. we had lunch at this place where this china waitress is like so noisy? and she keeps serving wrong food. then, she ended up shouting and all at the chef inside the kitchen. and of course the lady boss shouted back. and friends and i are like right there in the middle of the war, eating. gosh.
out of point.
gems' really cool. i rushed from sma all the way to t8 and the teacher,as usual, late again. and when she finally appeared, she told us that she's gonna go for some workshop later. thus, we only have like 10mins of lesson? and i'm clumsy again.

*gems mates said something
serene: haha!
*bangs fingers
serene: OUCH!!!
*bends down and grab hold of her fingers, bangs the table at her ripcage
serene: OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*twist and bangs table with head
serene: ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*slide sideways and cut her nose at the edge of the table
serene: OUCH.
gems mates: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAA!!!!!! OH MY GOD! DID YOU SEE WHAT SHE DO?!
serene: IM CLUMSY!!
gems mates: can tell.

seriously, if i dont stop all these banging and falling and all, im so gonna die one day. and i dont understand why i always get myself injured in series. i dont understand how, after 17years, i managed to survive. :/
met darius to collect accounts book. thanks for lending your book to me. you save me 21.90bucks. i will lend you my ports notes, that is IF I CAN EVER FIND IT.

alright. time to watch movies. and then, NAP TIME! :D

i love! <3

My name is Serene.

 - 12:34 AM

weeeeeeeee,
if only i have what you have, let's make it up and get stuck forever.

got cha. :D

My name is Serene.

Tuesday, October 24, 2006 - 5:55 AM

STILL STILL AWAKE.
how cool can that be?
gosh.

My name is Serene.

Monday, October 23, 2006 - 12:19 PM

oh my god,
how screwed.
am having lessons again. and crap happened.

*serene enters the room, threw bags on table*
serene: Ooh my god la. you know what, daniel? i think this lesson is like a waste of time. he's like going "do this, do that, do this....."
*daniel points to the room*
serene: HE'S INSIDE?!
daniel: ya. LOUDER. SAY LOUDER LA.
serene: OH MY GOD. AND THIS AND THAT AND THIS AND THAT.
daniel: LOUDER.
serene: oh no!
*lecturer walks out of room*
*serene hides under the table*

HOW SUAY CAN I GET MAN. i think im so gonna fail this module. HAHA! ;D

My name is Serene.

Sunday, October 22, 2006 - 11:33 AM

short and simple,
gonna go prepare for work now.

My name is Serene.

 - 2:49 AM

just reached home.
freaking tired. will be working again tomorrow. my frap making is like better now. but i still kinda suck at bar. :/ bummer.
so today's work is like kinda tiring cause it's like short of manpower again. like really short. there's like only four of us taking care of the whole store today! :/ and i did frap like mad and insane. but yeah, i handle it not so bad.
attachment manager today. so it was like kinda CHILL. we can like have lots of break and drinks on our own. which is cool. and we ended early today. (: well, at least earlier than yesterday.
gonna study really hard soon. i think. so yeah, shu, remember the 5th of nov! chop chop. (: study together alright? im leaving that day free for you la. be honoured please. (: it's been a super long time since we meet up and all. like since i gave you that wooden pig.
good la. take my present then dont know go where hide. :/
i miss all of my secondary school mates!work's been taking up a huge part of my life now. school too. but just to let you girls know, I NEVER FORGET YOU. but aye, i really hope we can meet up one day. now that those jc folks are over with their promos. i really hope to see you girls! maybe during the holidays. (:
gonna go shower, and yeah. time for bed. gonna wake up early later. gotta work again. >:/

it's okie. i understand.
i bet you're having a hard time with all the work.
take it easy yes? i bet you're gonna do really well.
have faith.
remember the stars at night, they shine bright just like you.

blue chocolate muffins.

My name is Serene.

Saturday, October 21, 2006 - 1:43 PM

for SAT, MY DEAREST, (the three timer.)
there you go. you wanted all these up right? but sadly i only have a few. i guess i didnt take much picture when i was aboard. i shall post your ugly picture on my blog too. so watch out!
you made me look like a clown in my own blog! :D but i still love you!

gonna work again later. yesterday was really shaggy. ended work late late. and reached home at 3plus plus. slept at 4am and woke up at 1pm today.got scolded of course. bummer. and today im working again till 12.30am. ah! shuwen! meet up soon!
wee darling and simran pajamas came over yesterday! i was like reading and taking down notes when irene said "your friends are outside". then i saw 2 morons banging the window plane? but they gave me a shock. and a surpisingly warm one. thanks for dropping by. and thanks for the cool wallet! i love it! thanks honey. <3 sorry to make you travel all the way here and do nothing. and yeah, you look really cute with braces! the american flag colour. wanted to share my BAGEL with you but you cant chew! ha! but yeah, i promise to buy you cake when your teeth's more stable.

people, I NEED TO STUDY!
gay me gay me.

My name is Serene.

Friday, October 20, 2006 - 8:20 AM

school.
am currently in school now.lesson starts at 10am but we're here by 8am. suppose to practice my itsb. but im too shag to do anything. my mind seems to be wondering about something else.

can it ever happen?
see me smiling inside out.

im bored. char's being hardworking beside me. doing all the excel worksheets and im here blogging? bum bum bum.

i hope you lose.
we dont belong to you.

okie,i think im hopeless in itsb. but aye, after blogging, im gonna be good and do my work too. i dont want to fail and repeat any module. that's my little goal. NOT TO FAIL.

we'll look after each other,
and dont you cry.

pink dolphin and chunky kit kat for breakfast. i dare not eat ah neo's kit kat, it's too precious to me. and so is gina's. and i kept those chocolate in my drawer. how lame is that? i hope they wont melt. okie, on second thoughts, i think i should eat them. cause it's food! and if i dont, im wasting food. but then again.... AIYO.
my tummy aches. gosh.

i dont hate anyone but YOU.

My name is Serene.

Thursday, October 19, 2006 - 9:23 PM

ITSB EXAM TOMORROW!
DIE!
work too.
char's excel CD aint seems to be working. bummer.

im like still awake now. gonnna go shower now. then bed! :D

to a close friend,
we've so much in common. and it's only now that we realized. but it's never too late. and im glad i met you. whatever that happened to us in the past, i hope we can dump them aside one fine day. let's dream about the future alright? take care.

to you,
i hope everything's okie. do tell me when you're down. remember that your rainbow's up in the sky. hope to see you soon. to see you smiling. :D SMILE!

can i take a stroll with you,
garden garden.

My name is Serene.

 - 2:29 PM

My name is Serene.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006 - 9:32 PM

HOME.
hello back from cruise! :D had lots of fun on board with the marine people. so part of singapore marine academy was there. made many new friends from marine engineers, nautical studies and of course marine transportation management! :D
going onboard superstar virgo brings back all the past memories when i first visited it in 1998 (year?). and yeah, i remembered all the corridors, cabins and food! but this time round, im going with school and so i stayed in a cabin with four fellow mates!nothing really change much though. but it was still great with the company of poly peeps.
best part is, you can drink all you want, sleep when you're tired, eat and eat, party till the break of dawn!disco's cool.and foster's addictive.blah blah blah.
all the fun's gone. and now, it's back to serious work. gonna work again. and of course to do elearning, which is draining my ass off. it's either lagging or error-ing. so i cant hand it in. which is pathetic? like what the. sighs. i totally give up on it.
tomorrow's gonna be a tiring day. off to poly marina again. i seriously think we should be given a day's break after the camp. but aye, poly. :/

alrights. enough of complaining.
gonna sleep early. (i think)
tomorrow's gonna be a debating day for extending deadline of elearning for those who went to cruise. >:(

NIGHT!

lois- says:
haha. i was so happy i got to hug you. i wanted to hug you smemore and tell you more stuff.
but there were just too many ppl la and my parents are bitches la want to go in so fast
ill be back soon k ill be back and i promise ill go out with you!!!
no matter how busy i am and how much everyone wants to go out with me, i WILL go out with you.

OH BRO, come back soon. everyone's missing you so. i miss you! ): and i really hope you keep that promise of going out with me.
and hey, one year's over just like that yes? it seems like it's yesterday when pat talked about you.and just this morning when i talked to you. O's over,we slacked and still our dates always didnt make it.then it's poly, we're drowning ourselves under the pressure of work and studies. on days when you end early, i end late. via versa. geesh.
i wanted to visit you when you're working. but i guess fate's just not on our side. i had work. and aye. it's always like that bro. i just dont get it.
and when you said that im something to you. it so so so touches me. thanks bro.
you know that no matter how far apart we are, you'll always be my bro.
I LOVE YOU! :D

My name is Serene.

Sunday, October 15, 2006 - 2:58 AM

so deep.

life's alright now that i work. things seems to be under control. i have less time to think of the not so important things. which is good, i guess.

take a step back to where you belong.

im going to consider this post as saturday's (14102006).
firstly i want to wish gaya dear a
VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
just to let you know i didnt forget your birthday is 4 days after mine!
i hope you had lots of fun! :D

secondly, i want to say that i havent been having real sleep since i dont know when. like for example, NOW. which is like the next day and im still awake. only slept for 1hour, 4am to 5am. went to changi and then back to grands, out to town and off to work. all the way till 12am. suppose to go home by 12.30am. but the cab time was changed to 1am. and then the freaking taxi unlce just have to be late by 30mins. so i reached home like about 2am. packed my stuff and yeah, blogging now.

thirdly, i so miss louis now. went to changi to sent her off. rah got tummyache and couldnt make it. so i have to like go there alone. was rather extra, cause all the people there are like either her fillipino friends or her polymates. but aye, im just glad i met her. it was a really sad event. practically everyone was like either crying or weeping. ah. and that part when louis came over and hugged me, gosh. i so feel like crying.
dear louis, come back soon okie? :(
took a few pictures. was rather pathetic. didnt want to take much cause i'm like no mood?
saw dolly after so long. she's like the only person i know there? im glad she remembers me after so long! haha! DOLLY!
exchange a dozen hugs, delayed for quite a time, it's finally for her to go. everyone sticked themselves to the glass panel. waving good-byes and crying out farewells.
OH BROTHER OH BROTHER. sighs.

i guess i have to like go shower now. then sleep. or i will be a zombie tomorrow. have to like meet sherlyn at 10.30am at habourfont.

LOVE.
and i miss you just the same.
for people who dont get it, DONT ASSUME.

My name is Serene.

Friday, October 13, 2006 - 11:35 PM

break break break,
break away!

work right after school again! and there will be work again tomorrow. calling out is like so hard. cause it's only now then i realized that those coffee names are super long. and when you call them out with the size, customize details and all, it's freaking long. and as a newbie. im stunned like nothing.
but after awhile, it's better. but then, still hard.
so today's almost over.
which is rather sad. cause that means bro's gonna go soon. rah and i are going to see her later. but currently, im still waiting for rah's message.

and im glad i have less time to think anymore.

so, cruise camp's coming. not really enthu to go? dont know what to wear for the gala dinner thingie. i have no formal clothes and im not planning to buy anything cause im broke.
got my work time slots already. will be working like wow? so i hope i wont die. (:

gonna go shower now!
love all! :D

you dont think of me,
do you?

My name is Serene.

 - 10:27 AM

LOUIS, my bro.

so, we're left with less than 14hours before you have to go.
just want to tell you that i really enjoy the times we had. you know those few chances of us bumping into each other after school. when we're still in uniform. and remember the bus804? haha! it's like super packed in the morning? like super lots of students squeezing butts up the bus. and all the time we'll be like praying that the bus will be a "bendy" bus, so there'll be at least a little more space.
you might not know bro, but everytime when i pop onto the bus from the interchange, i really prayed that i will see you! but fate's not on our side! and im really jealous that rah gets to see you more! like even now! same poly! like what the. >:( haha!
and when it's time to go home, i always keep a look out for you when the bus's reaching your school's bus stop!
oh bro, i remembered that day you sent me to my block. you are like waiting for dolly. eh. thanks alot bro. your hair was like so short then. and mine is like rather long? i wore a hairband right? haha!
sometimes in the morning i will bump into you in the bus interchange. well, dont you just miss those "uniform" days? it's so much better than poly, well at least to me. (: now that we're in poly, it makes matter worst? cause i rarely see you now. maybe luck's on our side sometimes. like that day when i saw you on the bus 855? and those few chances when we're in north? you know, i really hate to see you go. cause i know im gonna lost a great friend like you. and i sorta hate detest that feeling alot.
but bro, i really cherish those little moments with you. even to say that bumping into you is like a really great thing to me. all these memories will always stay close to my heart. no matter what, and no matter how far you're going or living at, i will always always ALWAYS remember you. and i hope you'll remember me too! and yesh, remember the mails and msn chats. dont forget me even when you're over there with all the sexy babes and cute hunks! or i will simply kill you.
bro, im sure to be missing you. my friend, my bus mate and my BROTHER. this is not the end of our friendship. it will never be. till the end okie, bro?
last but not least,
i just want to say,

I LOVE YOU BROTHER LOUIS, FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.
THANKS FOR BEING THERE NO MATTER WHAT.
I LOVE YOU!

hope you'll have a spashing good time in california,
dont forget the mails!
and BUY ME A BIKINI!

LOVE! <3

My name is Serene.

Thursday, October 12, 2006 - 11:39 PM

to the court,

blogger is refusing to post up pictures for me again.
annoying. im fainting soon. just got my reminder to sleep early. but aye, im here blogging. so there'll be work tomorrow. gosh. tired. okie, i just yawn.

poly marina today. and yeah, i totally suck in tieing knots! there's like so many kinds of knots and im really dumb, staring at the ropes like nothing. got really mad, but then anger slips away cause i was too tired to be angry.
went to the rooftop where they have this thing like a swing. i forgot it's name but aye, we're suppose to pull ourselves up, tie some kind of knot and let ourselves down bit by bit. it's quite high. HAHA. i volunteered to go up. it was really fun. (:
breakfast at mac. then back to class. fell asleep during the 2nd lesson. too tired. :/ and by the time i woke up, the lesson have already started. oh wells.

i guess im gonna sleep late again! :/ bummer.
alrights. time to go to go have a quick shower, and zoom to bed!
ADMIT IT.

My name is Serene.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006 - 11:24 PM

A SHOUT OUT TO ALL OF THE ZOMBIES IN THE WORLD.


worked again. it was great. haike was like freaking funny. he made me and jy remember the coffee communication! like force feed us! freaking funny la. he threaten to wack us if we dont remember.
SO YEAH!
aliff's really sweet! he gave me this tee shirt and even made a card! aww. thanks!!!! you really made my day! :D

alrights. back's aching. gonna sleep after playing with bro and chatting with wee.
LOVE LOVE! :D

My name is Serene.

 - 9:51 AM

im freaking tired. fainted just now during lesson. so yeah, just woke up. didnt pay attention. i think im going to fail. i think ITSB is super boring. okie. i used to said that it's nice. but no, i think im gonna change my mind.
yawning like hell now.
gonna attend the cruise camp briefing later. it crashes with my GEMS and work. i rather go GEMS. and i have to like beg the lecturers to let go earlier for work. shag huh. :/
i swear i will sleep early tonight. so kind souls out there, please remind me. or i will forget to sleep for sure. :/

im gonna doze off in class again,
NIGHT NIGHT!
faints.

My name is Serene.

 - 12:17 AM

OVER.

home-d today till afternoon, met oli for movie and snacks. then home. i love oli, she made this day great. we took lots of insane pictures. OLI, I LOVE YOU! and thanks for clicking around! :D
so phyllis lee called me today. i fooled her,
"hello hello,SERENE SIM AH!"
"yes?"
"hey, today your birthday right?!"
"huh?"
"no meh?"
"huh?"
"really ah?"
"huh?"
"dont lie lor"
"hmmmm"
"wau liao! that oli cheat me!"
"yeah."
"anyway, today i very hot ah"
"i know you're hot"
"what, i hot what."
"...."
"make me so paisae!"
"hahaha!"
"okie, bye!"
"bye"

i kinda expected phy to call back. i mean we all know that that's her way of doing things la. so yeah, i timed and within 1min, she called back.

"hello, soo ying?"
"yes?"
"today not your birthday right?!"
"hahaha!"
"that oli cheat me la! she say today your birthday.make me so malu only."
"hahaa!"
"really ah, your birthday ah?"
"yeah."
"SOO YING,YOU GOOD,YOU GOOD"
"YOU GOOD."
"no lor, is you good lor."
"no?"
"you good lor, you lie to me. you good."
"i good."
"anyway, happy birthday!!"
"thanks!"
"okie, bye bye!"
"bye!"

tsk. forever still the same.
YOU GOOD YOU GOOD. :/

okie, the end. time to sleep.
(:

im glad it's over.

My name is Serene.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006 - 11:14 AM

RING RING.

set the alarm at the wrong time. so i end up waking up at the wrong time. sorry char and railey for making you guys wait. my phone was on silent so i cant hear the ringtone. so i guess im not going to school today? i look horrible. trust me on that.

a big thank you to all those who wished me a happy birthday, appreciate it really. thanks a million. you guys made my day.

and to those who are there talking to me last night cum this morning, thanks for being there. i love you girls.

so yeah,
thanks.

My name is Serene.

 - 12:19 AM

LISTEN TO YOUR LUNGS.

when i dont exist at all,
please break those little bits into pieces.
pick the skin, a cut on the arm.

10102006,
the day shit happens.

last week, a terror attack.
a few days back, i couldnt sleep.
in my brain, this day slowly slips in.
SEVENTEEN, another emo season.

bite me if you disagree,
cause i dont give a F about anything.
im not perfect, but hey you, stare at your shadow.
look at how crippled it is.

laugh if you agree,
i glad that i punched a smile onto your face.

if you think i dont belong here,
look hole,
i think you belong to nowhere.

fall back, back off.
look at all the mess you created,
for hell's sake,
LICK it all away.

dont be a threat.

My name is Serene.

Monday, October 09, 2006 - 11:23 PM

and when you feel swelled up inside,
think about it,
you're probably right.

dont be sorry.

My name is Serene.

 - 12:49 AM

i feel like,
i would like,
to be somewhere else doing something that matters.

worked! and bought home freaking lot of stuff. bro's really happy that he has got his cheesecake after so long. (: there's like pie, muffin, sandwich, mooncakes, cheesecakes and some other bread and donnuts. so everyone ate happily. and im glad.
short of manpower today. and i cleared dozen of tables, washed a million cups. learnt to make some cream and frap mix. (: it was a not bad experience. so yeah! :D no regrets. but im rather shag. HAHA. but the internet is hard to resist.

sms-ed you after so long! i hope you're doing fine! dont hate her okie? (: love your gf!

and sometimes i think that im not any good at all.
and sometimes i wonder why, why im even here at all.
but then you assure me.

dont be sad about the past, smile and move on.
dont tangle on to it anymore.
dont linger on.
let your soul go, smile.
smile alright?
remember that there's always a rainbow.

school tml. and im here happily being online. and yeah. work tml again! and hopefully, i will learn more stuff tml! :D

alright! gonna go shower and then ZZZ!
GOOD NIGHT WORLD!

im a little more than useless,
and when i think that i cant do this,
you promise me that i’ll get through this,
and do something right,
do something right for once.

My name is Serene.

Sunday, October 08, 2006 - 2:28 PM

memories,


im back! ha! so bro installed the wireless connection. so like finally, i can surf internet in PEACE and in PIECE at my grand's.
it's just a few days away from cruise! not really into it though. after the lecturer told us that we have to like wake up early in the morning to do PT. PT is like okie for me. cause i dont mind running here and there, sweat the shit out of me. but i hate hate hate waking up early. :/ AYE.
my laptop is like sitting on my laptop. and im getting the shock of my life now.

work, cant wait? irene seems like a really nice manager! :D things will be better with that jy around.

went out with wee, neo and yile yesterday!
managed to pass neo her present. a stupid wooden bunny. but still i hope you'll like it! see! i didnt forget you when i was in aussie okie! im nice la. you have to admit it.
had dinner at HK. we're messing around with the boss. i think he's rather freaked out by us. yile went to ask him about the bun thing. poor wee, got insulted alot yesterday. but it's okie la. i wont bully you today. (:

so yeah. im suppose to meet wee soon. and im here blogging. so want to die. (:
haha! alright, off to shower!

I LOVE.

My name is Serene.

 - 1:49 PM

GREY.

gonna let bro install the internet stuff. and it'll be my first day at work later. i hope all will go well. gonna go earlier to study with wee. and to denise, PAY ME IF YOU WANT FREE DRINKS. (:

alright. time to go.
LOVE LOVE!

My name is Serene.

Thursday, October 05, 2006 - 12:38 PM

didnt really get to sleep well last night.
blah blah.

sleep well yes? it's been a long day.
study hard and soon, everything will be over! :D
JIAYOU!

My name is Serene.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006 - 3:32 PM

WWW.LIGHTAMILLIONCANDLES.COM

help stop children pornography!
lit a candle, have a say.

GEMS ended early again today. like why cant it last longer? i really like this GEMS module. and i swear never regret taking it. (: and im glad my SAS lagged and i had to get all panicky, ring regina up and had her to help me book this module! :D it's something like psychology, it's really interesting. haha! and the teacher is like really friendly and funny!
so i learn that we have like five different temperaments; sanguine, choleric, melancholic, and phlegmatine and a new fifth temperament. haha! so everyone is special, besides the fact that we look different and have different fingerprints, we act different too! no one in the world acts and behaves the same as another. similar, but not the same. (:
i guess im more towards melancholic and phlegmatine, and a little of sanguine. (: not really much of a choleric. i suck as a leader. LAUGHS.

yawns.the library now is like pretty quiet.lesser people now. everyone's like going home or like at the central part of the whole campus chilling away or having lessons.
have to like go over to tanjong pagar again later for course again. haha! wore BLACK BLACK BLACK today. even my wallet's black, mp3 and phone too. (: classmates said that i look like i wore in mac. #$%@! >:( i dont see any yellow "IM LOVIN IT" on the left of my black polo tee okie. geesh!

castaway, and now im on my own.

My name is Serene.

 - 8:25 AM

cause it's you and me,

went to tanjong pagar first and sat there in starbucks to have coffee. met up with jy and friend after that and walked to attend the course together. (: met lots of new friends! it was great. the course ended an hour later. so jy had to rush back home to do her rj. poor thing. i think she's late. tsk. :/

IT lesson again. today we're gonna learn about how to make our own timetable? cool huh. but aye. gonna have course again later after school. and there will be gems again. (: cant wait! i definately feel that this sem is way better than last sem, though it's more tiring, it's fun! :D

and oh yeah! im like one of the lucky 100 students who got chosen for the upcoming super star virgo cruise camp! :D SMA rocks man. im proud to be in SMA! haha!

alright alright. best of luck to the sjc girls for their finals!

AH WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. (HAHA!)

love all! <3

My name is Serene.

Monday, October 02, 2006 - 12:39 PM

the teacher just sneezed and shidah is like taking pictures of me now. it's another week. taking my working course tomorrow! ah. gonna be super tiring. (:

MOLEY MOLEY MOLEY - shidah. (sucker)

"servicing is when you service the ship" wow. what an explaination. i catch no balls/eggs/nuts what the teacher is trying to say? all i know is that im following his every step.

went out with wee yesterday to cp. studied and then bus-ed to j8. bought black shoes and socks. watched rach wee john tucker must die! it's really nice. i love it. especially that part... RIGHT WEE? i saw your horny face! :D
blah blah blah. train-ed home.

oh, a happy 16th birthday to VONNE. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIMBO LOVER! <3
had steamboat. i was late cause i have like work stuff. so yeah. met some old friends. im glad we still remember each other. and so there's jaer, she's annoying. and im sorry bimbo, for not cooking tofu for you. and yeah, IN THE END, YOU DIDNT EAT MY CHICKEN. im upset. >:(

alright. time to read blogs and then PAY ATTENTION! :D
BYE!

My name is Serene.