didnt work today cause i was sick. and thank god, im not working tomorrow. :/ aye. so, next week's gonna be the last week of holiday. so i better ENJOY. and i just came to realieze two days ago that school's starting on wed for secondary school people. so yeah! and most of you girls are very enthu about school. so yeah, ENJOY SCHOOL! :D so went out with mummy yesterday. finally bought a new phone. a normal functioning phone. so yeah, neo zhaolin, im no longer jealous of you. (: decided to go for something different. so i bought sony ericsson this time round. not bad. but i guess i need sometime to get used to it. didnt get my LG chocolate. :/ instead, i got SE W850i. not bad. love the sliding feature and the walkman function.
okie people, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE! HAPPY NEW YEAR DAY (in advance)! im bored. bye.
the new phone on the left :/ okie, i think this model's really pretty. and im starting to reject that i bought this, in like less than 1 day.bummer.
My name is Serene.
- 12:25 AM
IM VERY VERY VERY UNLUCKY TODAY. trust me. :/
the loves of my life,I MISS THE BOTH OF YOU!
My name is Serene.
Friday, December 29, 2006 - 10:25 PM
chest nut tree? :/
just realized that im working on new year's day. bummer. :/oh my god, and on new year's eve! ultra bummer. aye. hack. at least i still have some time to spend it with xin and wee after work to celebrate! :D *please, xin's dancing to "irreplacable". gosh.
gonna have sore throat soon. too much chocolates and cookies. so did project today. but only one cause nuqman said there's no itsb and nag safety projects. gonna do my kytb prject later. it's like on depression. cool huh? and yeah, any kind soul have like mircosoft's frontpage? i need it to do my project. or im dead? :/
AYE! smack that! <3
My name is Serene.
Thursday, December 28, 2006 - 10:41 PM
beautiful, i mean you.
mum got chocolates and a mug for my chirstmas. aww. :D bought 5 mugs from starbucks today. how broke can i get? it's time to save! and yeah, im getting my pay soon. i think. hope i will et my stupid training pay soon. as in like soon soon.
internet's better now. well, for me it's just a wee bit slow. but it works as fast when loading games. hooray! :D gonna keep my fingers crossed. :D
gonna do three projects in a row tomorrow. god. have to like wake up early in the morning to meet yan, then train to school for projects. :/ i hope i wont die. gonna sleep soon after i call xinting. she forgotten to bring the mug i bought home. :/
bye world! :D
My name is Serene.
- 12:17 AM
to someone,
enjoy.
________
You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you You say goodnight, in my mind I'm sleeping next to you. You drive away from my car crash of a heart And I don't know...
But you gave me the best mixtape I have And even all the bad songs ain't so bad I just wish there was so much more than that, about me and you..
You talk to himher, and it burns me like the sun You talk to her, and you say that you feel Like he's the one I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I Feel, you don't know..
'Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have And even all the sad songs ain't so sad I only wish that there was more than That, about me and you..
Oh, don't turn around and say bye again Yeah it crushes my headwhen you call me Your friend and I'm not the same person From back in the day in the back of the Class that you thought was gay No I can't find the words 'cause I lost them The minute they fell out my mouth And it's love and I'm in it, so give me your Lips and just let me kiss 'em and let's Get messed up and listen to possibly..
The best mixtape I have And even all the bad songs ain't so bad I just wish there was so much more than That, about me and you
_______________
internet's driving me insane. but at least it's better now. anyway, there's work later at 8am. but im waking up at 6am to have breakfast with yan. well, might.
I MISS WEE, I MISS ZHAO, I MISS YAN, I MISS XIN TING, I MISS ALL MY SECONDARY SCHOOL MATES. <3
school's starting soon. aye, and im not even done with even one project. aye. good night folks.
My name is Serene.
Sunday, December 24, 2006 - 8:46 PM
and i love it all, every line and every scar.
:D HAPPY XMAS EVE EVERYONE! :D have fun in the holidays!
xinting's shorter but cuter than me.
and that makes us quits, right? (:my newest flick addition, <3
My name is Serene.
Saturday, December 23, 2006 - 12:11 AM
are you for real?
sometimes,things just twist and curl, it's just so different? oh wells. cheers.
My name is Serene.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006 - 10:28 PM
so this whole week's pack and hectic. im dying. sleeping early in the morning and waking up just as early to either work or to meet up to do projects. aye, seriously, this is not a wee bit like a holiday. went to meet val, at raffles city, in the morning to do accounts project. then met wee to have lunch. then rush to bugis to have work's oven training. then bus-ed back to yishun. skipped gym. i feel bad for turning yan down again. but im sorry, im freaking tired. well, at least i jogged just now. and now, i stink. HAHA. gonna have work tomorrow again, in the morning. then gonna meet wee to buy xmas presents. then after than, i will be have store party dinner at east coast. gosh. alright, im gonna go shower and then sleep. before i die tomorrow morning.
can i paint your world?
My name is Serene.
Monday, December 18, 2006 - 11:33 PM
hey! :D
outing with yan was great! :D even though i didnt get any great stuff today, im glad i finally get to see him! i miss that bastard! bump into wee, denise, nat and mic in vivo. and then bump into them in bugis. how can small can singapore get? and then i met wee and denise in heeren! im sorry for not buying anything from mooks. hope you girls are not mad. ran in the rain with yan. was drenched like mad. hope i dont fall sick tomorrow. WORK tomorrow. gonna meet wee after that to shop ( continue from today ). yan and wee said that i should go FEMALE/GIRLISH and that i should get clothes that i NORMALLY dont wear. for example, SKIRTS. and i have to wear one out the next time im seeing yan. and of course, soon after, wee. gosh, i feel like an article. (hello?) alright. time to chat (msn). bye world!
My name is Serene.
Sunday, December 17, 2006 - 11:47 AM
holiday! watched 'the holiday' with wee yesterday, it's good! so it's a plus if you go watch it. i mean that is if you like romance. but i heard some guys going "it's boring", so guys you must think twice about watching it unless you're going with your gf. then you've no choice. (: oh wee, wee, wee! i miss you! let's go out soon again! and i have no idea where that NEO NEO go. like MIA. ah, if you're reading this, please know that i miss you and i dont know where the heck you are now. so please contact me cause i want to hit the gym and i know you're drooling about it too. you have to gain and i have so much to shake off. so please. alright. im bored and hungry. shall go lunch now. bye world.
My name is Serene.
Saturday, December 16, 2006 - 12:50 PM
[edited]
suppose to be going out. but i doubt so in the end due to some stuff. feeling really ___ now. sometimes, i fee that im just not good enough.
My name is Serene.
Friday, December 15, 2006 - 11:38 AM
come a little bit closer,
hey world. im like in school now having itsb lesson. it's gonna be over soon. and there's like nothing to do now. well actually there is, but hack it. im lazy. gonna have work later. shit. my pay's here. but i dont know how much i earn. but i dont think it's alot cause irene said that the training pay's not included cause i havent show her my LJ. but for jy, she said that her pay's inclusive of her training pay. which is weird, cause i finish the bar test before her and both of us havent even pass up our LJ. i dont know what's going on. it's like super hella messy. whatever. :/
so, today's the last day of school before holiday. but then again, it's not really holiday cause there're plenty of projects and assignments. annoying. it's strange how they can actually make it sound so good by calling it "HOLIDAY" when it's obviously more like, "DO-NOT-COME-TO-SCHOOL-BUT-STAY-AT-HOME-AND-DO-SELF- LEARNING-AND-COMPLETE-ALL-THE-FREAKING-"THINGS"-YOU'RE-SUPPOSE- TO-DO".
okie, sick of it. the end.
My name is Serene.
- 1:48 AM
even if i do, it's more of hurt that makes me go haywire.
polymarina today. but my right eye gave me shit again. so i have to like leave. and im rather piss cause i woke up early and traveled solo just to attend school and then i have to leave just like that. i missed lots of lessons and lots of important stuff. i feel horrible. :/
ah! chirstmas is coming! cant wait for wee's party! hope it'll be good. i mean duh, it will be. (: alright time to knock off. there'll be lesson tomorrow. the last before holi. like finally! :D sweetness, can i win your heart?
My name is Serene.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006 - 12:04 AM
give me a wee bit of you day by day <3
dyed my hair back to black. i miss my old hair colour. wont be dying hair for quite sometime i think. (: cutting my hair, or rather trimming them tomorrow. :D okie, there's like school at 8am later. and im still awake. gonna sleep soon. havent even shower. HAHA!
alright, goodnight.
serene says: "you're my skyride, you lift me up high."
My name is Serene.
Sunday, December 10, 2006 - 9:57 PM
one thing i seriously hate when im living at my grand's is that, things are always missing. AH. and i swear, im super piss now. ARGH. %@%$^$E$^#*I(_(
My name is Serene.
Friday, December 08, 2006 - 4:49 PM
slept all the way and missed school again, boy, am i getting freaking lazy or what. :/ didnt go gym with zhao cause my legs were jelly-like and of course, im lazy. and tired. i feel bad. sorry zhao ! will go with you during the holidays! i promise! i hope wee will be able to come online today! she said 10pm but i have forgotten to ask her, 10pm her time or my time. so i guess i will online till 11pm. in case she comes online. I MISS YOU WEE!
alright, the end.
My name is Serene.
Thursday, December 07, 2006 - 3:55 PM
come back soon! yet, another sad day of parting with someone close to my heart.
to my precious one, HEY HEY! today's great, even though you wont be reading this, i just want to tell you that i miss you lots! i hope you like the fishball noodle i bought for you! take care of yourself when you're over there! I'M MISSING YOU ALREADY! <3
to a great great friend, THANKS FOR THE PRESENT! even though it's super belated (times 10000), i still appreciate it! i never expect you to buy anything for me! i love that cup. it's so cute! and yeah, really colour-fool! :D you really made my day! thanks! budget terminal with you is like really fun! thanks for the joy you have given me! I LOVE YOU!<3
to my pal, i really hate the way your so called friends are treating you. i mean, what's their problem? cant they like get a life? maybe they're just jealous that you're better looking that them. oh yeah, i mean, YOU ARE BETTER LOOKING! (: they need yuo to get chicks. LOSERS!
to that person i like to bet with, im glad you've found a job. i hope you'll just enjoy it okie? even if you really hate it to the core, just bear with it. get done with it, get the pay, and you're free! dont give up okie? remember that i will always have faith in you.
(:
My name is Serene.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006 - 10:36 AM
HELLO SERENELOVESSHIDAH. :D
for frontpage lesson for shidah. :/
My name is Serene.
- 12:16 AM
BLOG BLOG BLOG! :D
My name is Serene.
Monday, December 04, 2006 - 12:40 PM
having lessons now. im bored to death! lost my mp3/ SO WHAT THE. :/ shall not let that spoil my mood today, (winks). i will go #$^#$ tomorrow. eh.
NEO, i want my neos. come pass it to me quick! and yeah, YOU FREAKING CANNOT EMO IS IT?!
WEE, I MISS YOU! (being bias again)
alright, blog tonight. i think.
black and white, in your eyes.
My name is Serene.
Sunday, December 03, 2006 - 7:07 PM
dancing in the rain,
work. a big sorry for replying all the messages late! :/ i feel really bad! was suppose to end at two but i ended up at like four cause some girl was late for work. so i have to be nice! it was good, (other than the fact of me being late for something else) cause at least i get to help out and to like forge a better bond with partners. so, i got two cards for reward! considerate from nazz and genuine from haikel. okie, even thought im not much of that kinda character, i want to thank you guys for the cards. THANKS! appreciated! :D
i cant see you, but i know you're right there behind me now.
dear friend of mine, please be strong and smile okie? dont be upset over the past anymore. i know it's hard. it's not like i have never been through it. mine was hurtful too. but you know, sometimes you just have to bite your tongue and push yourself onward even though you think you cant. and for the days that you're sad, you know you can always seek shelter under those who care about you. like me. i care. you're a nice and great friend, and yeah, i really do care. alright? come to me whenever you feel like dying. cause i will try my best to make you smile. OR BEAR BEAR WILL SMILE AT YOU. (?)