Tuesday, May 29, 2007 - 9:25 PM

i dont get a shit.

jogged 12rounds around stadium yesterday. im gonna try 20 tml.

work's tiring today. lunch was interesting.
okie, the new batch of campus superstar is like better looking. one of the guy looks cute. but never cuter than one of the guy in the 1st batch. ah whatever. :/

audition's bull sh*t. LOL.

im piss.

My name is Serene.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007 - 10:15 PM

ran with yan again today! :D
great achievement! HAHA.

so work's a killer today. manage to submit my logbook early. :D that's a plus! cause that means im free on weekends again! but aye. that also means i have to start planning for next week! i seriously dont know what to write anymore. :/
so my itp project's going no where currently. it's kinda messed up now.

gerald ,from work, gave me a pouch, in attempt to femalized me. and my supervisor teased me today for not using that pouch! LOL. picture that. my supervisor's strict by the way. no one every gets an "A" from her before. and i mean since the 1st intern. :/ and she teased me! haha! and of cause some people from the 28th floor too.
but it's funny, so yeah. :D
and becuase she's so strict... i seriously kill myself each time i do my logbook. and i still havent manage to get any yet. pathetic! :(

anyway, time to fly.
need to shower soon. D:

My name is Serene.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 - 10:49 PM

"how do you ever forget someone?"

a friend of mine asked me that question.. and i seriously have no idea how to answer her. but hey you! dont give up okie? im sure you will be fine. like you know all ready to get up and face life again! you dont have to let yourself down like that you know. you're worth something more than all these pain you're getting. life will pick up for you. smile! :D

and according to another friend, the only way you can ever forget someone is that you have a brain damage, which is true. but im sure we tend to forget people like you know, "hi-bye" friends, or people who you dont really give a damn about? only like when you see their pictures or bump into them, then you will realized that they're still alive. in those cases, you most probably dont have to get a car crash and get a good-old brain damage. they just flick on and off from your mind.
but what about those people who mean the whole entire solar system to you? you cant just press "delete" or reboot yourself, and then go "WOO! WHO IS SHE?". maybe you can, go get invovled in a car crash. 50/50 of having some other sort of unwanted/unexpected brain damage or injury. who knows you wont forget but become a handicap? that will be double burden.

we can never forget people who meant something to us before. whether it's your ex, friends or your pet dog, they somehow leave a stain on you (unless you're a play girl/boy or that you hate your pets). so i guess, if you seriously have to forget. get bang. but then again... what will the results be like?
like they say, "dont make a permenant decision over a temporary pain".

i guess we just have to bear through all these shits in life. i mean, it's all these shits that made life, life.
afterall, it's the shits that colours our lifes.

damn it, huh?

My name is Serene.

Monday, May 14, 2007 - 11:33 PM

bad day.

training was kuku. im late cause of attachment. so when i reached, people are already like jogging out of the gate, which is DAMN far from where i was at that point of time. so i have to go put my bag down.. and run all the way there and WOW! they're gone.
and because i have not been exercising, i seriously have no stamina. but i managed to catch up with them.. but aye. im hopeless.
kept throwing the ball, canoe polo way. too used to it. and bummer, got a malu-ed infront of everyone again and again by senior.frowns.

but work's all cool today. sat at the 28 floor today. got some praises from a voyage manager. :D
and of course many other happy things happened during work, besides the $450+ lunch i had. winks! :D

okie, im still having cough. bummer.

GYM ON SATURDAY, ANYONE?

My name is Serene.

Sunday, May 13, 2007 - 9:16 PM

come on over,
come on over baby.

okie, so i didnt jog again. ended up eating chicken with tofu, fries and deep-fried mushrooms. so gonna get an allergy attack. i should seriously stop eating too much oily stuff. not being vain. but to those who dont know me well, i have a bad allergy to deep-fried stuff. and sadly, i cant seem to control myself from touching all these junkies. bless me.
argh. my stupid dumb nike track's missing. just when i need it the most, it's missing. haha. im gonna use it as a spare cause i dont want to use my adidas one. too precious. but aye.. missing. sighs. guess i have to try the new balance one. frowns. AH!!! or get a new one. like the ones from causeway. seen two not bad ones. one red nike one and the other's white and green reebok one.
bummer. i need donations. im broke after giving my mum cash for mum's day. well, at least she's happy. :D

bro bought a white PSP yesterday. how sweet huh? but aye, i rather get that cash to get myself a new pair of running shoes. i drool when i see them. :'D

so tomorrow's monday again. (sighs) how come weekends always seem so so so short? attachment is seriously killing me. especially the thought of PROJECT.

training tommorow again. regina has got her chicken pox so she's off the court for about 2 weeks? poor girl. and yeah, poor track shoe of mine too.

aye.
bedtime soon.

nights, world.

My name is Serene.

Saturday, May 12, 2007 - 2:37 PM

My name is Serene.

Thursday, May 10, 2007 - 10:24 PM

what are you thinking?

sick. stayed home the whole of today. pray hard that i wont be failing my itp just because im getting sick again and again and again.
missed netball. heard that it's gonna be tough today. damn it.
meet yan after grands'. passed him stuff and left.
bloody hot. AH!

so tomorrow's friday! HOORAY! finally the weekend's coming. no more formal clothes! :D
thumbs up to my babes! your days of stupid exams are over. ( that is after tomorrow's exam)

should i cut my hair? it's getting really irritating. shrugs.

bedtime.

spare a thought for me please.

My name is Serene.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007 - 9:24 AM

she smokes and tell fairy tales,

had massage yesterday. got sore throat immediately after that. dont know why but i guess it's cause of some dust particles happily flying into my mouth and landed on my throat area. now there's an infection. bummer. last night was a torture. sore throat, sore eyes, blocked nose and of course, bruises thanks to the massage. $%#@.
i can tell it's actually quite badly infected cause there's like liquid forming around that area and i can taste it. :/
oh god, i think attachment is making me sick. im like tired and sick everyday. logbook and project are like irritating.

-shrugs

saw that same old lesbian couple today on the train! i dont know why but they really look aww (sweet) together. like AWW. it's not everyday you get to see such sweet (heterosexual, bisexual or homosexual) couple! :D oh wells. i sound so pathetic, watching people like that. :(

ah! gonna grab some juice from boost to help cool my damn throat.
bye.

My name is Serene.

Tuesday, May 08, 2007 - 9:16 AM

i played netball like a kuku

good morning!
after like SO long, my dear hot de, phyllis lee pei pei has sms me. :/ not cause she misses me cause she thought she saw me at compass but obviously that's not me. i miss pei pei! it's been like years since we really talk and go out together. MEET UP SOON! :)

so today's much better than yesterday cause at least the train is like less pack and that the air-con is cooler. i was almost late yesterday thanks to that idiot who got his whatever part of his body stuck to the train's somewhere. i was like wondering if someone jump into the tracks or something. :/
supervisor got me curry puffs. aww. :D
my aim today is to finish 3 claims and stay a little longer in the office to finish my logbook. blah.

had netball yesterday, one of the year one threw the ball really hard at everyone and she hits alot of people. and of course she hits 3 fingers of mine. they're freaking swollen now, i cant even type properly. cant bend. not to mention that i got head-shot a couple of times. still alive. :D
one of the netball girl looks like pei pei. it's really scary. i kept staring at her. and i think she noticed it too. HAHA.

alright.
gonna work now. bye! :D

My name is Serene.

Friday, May 04, 2007 - 9:34 AM

holla! :D
yesterday was rather an interesting day, besides work. finally i get to step into school after so long. it's the wow-kinda feeling. :D
rushed over back to school after work cause miss regina wanted to go for the netball trial, so she made me go with her. she's a very bad person. i was like afraid to go cause i havent really played netball since beginning of sec2? :/ but boy, aint we glad that the trial was full of newbies. but sadly, full of old timers too.

after playing like siao for dont know how long, we made it to the team. which is a i-dont-know-good-or-bad-thing cause regina's confuse and im blur. im super lucky to make it cause i was playing defence, GD and WD ( the mei you ren yao wan de position ) and my opp's attackers are all netballers. suay. seriously dont get it.. but oh wells.
bump into zonia after like ... 5years! im so glad she still remembers me ( and that i still remembers her). we met in kallang netball centre when i was like sec1, and now we bump into each other again cause of netball! haha! fate.
but sadly, she didnt make it to the team. :(

yan went home after lifesavers without me cause he said that he was suffering from cramps. thanks ah. :/

ran for mrt seats in jurong east for regina. was caught by maj. paisae can. she called me when i sat down. irritating. we're like on the same train. so suay. maj sexy wor. make up wor. so regina and her happily used their laptop to do their projects and left me alone. loser. luckily i have a few people to text. *thumbs up*

going on board a tanker later! it's a company vessel so it's quite high stardand. lunch will be served on board. and i heard it's really good. we're gonna get the cook to cook for us. :D because i was the one who asked for this visit, i was appointed to fetch the captain from the company cab to the office. he's greece. :)

im freaking hungry.
bye.

My name is Serene.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007 - 11:52 AM

Bang.

just finish last week's report for logbook. i realized that im doing my entry faster and faster. woah? but yeah, lesser and lesser things to write about.

mr yan joined life savers. so i feel like joining cause at least i will have a good friend there, which means that i wont feel bored, which means there will be more motivation, which means i will go for training, which means i will commit. :/
miss swimming. havent swim since dont know when. most prob i will drown now. :/
life saver's full of guys. and seriously speaking, i dont really know what to say to guys. having too many guys around freaks me out. and plus, im kinda reluctant to wear swimsuit for training. HAHA! all my fats will be popping out and who knows i will drown all the life saver people with just a glance?
but seriously, i need exercise. im such a pig now. what happened to me. bummer. fat fart.

so, read on some maritime news yesterday and ended up having all the dreams about calculations and blah blah about ships. woke up around 2am and couldnt sleep till 5am. ended up emo-ing in the middle of the night/morning, drinking tons of water and stoning on the bed. when i finally get to sleep, those shipping dreams are back to haunt me again (part 2). so i find myself zombie-ing when i woke up.

now im thinking about what to do for my itp project. time is running out. dont wanna do badly for itp. but aye, my supervisor's really strict. even the company people are like telling me. and yeah, the lecturer in charged agreed too. im so dead LAHXXX.

bye, time to crack my head about project. :/

My name is Serene.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007 - 8:16 PM

rah the pretty and strange looking me.

some kangroo show is like on tv now. what the.

My name is Serene.