9th may 2008 donated blood on the 9th of may. :) my right arm's aching now. im glad cause, i know i did a good deed. but hopefully, my blood really did make it to help someone in need.
10th may 2008 went to eat at somewhere near town and eh, botanic gardens for shu's birthday! :D met gaya and gang after so long! gaya's prettier as a girl. envy.
Today! HAPPY MUMMY DAY! <3 mum's sleeping now. and yeah, i didnt really get her any gifts. feel bad. shall give her $$$$$$$ and then bring her out to eat. maybe new york new york cause i can tell she's tempted to try that. :) and maybe get her a flower. i realized how drifted i am from my mum. like how i dont spend time with her ever since i entered secondary school, especially after i got a gf. you know, time really flies. and as i was showering just now (yes, i think alot in the toilet, AGAIN), i kinda thought of how lucky i am to have such a brave mum and that how bad i am to have seem, or rather i am neglecting her. i want to spend more time with her from now on, cause i know, once i start working, life's gonna be even more hectic. and yeah, time waits for no one. i dont wanna regret not being close to her. and not letting her know that i love her, ALOT.
I LOVE YOU MUM! (:
My name is Serene.
Monday, May 05, 2008 - 10:06 PM
hell. didnt even really jog. sighs. :( i feel fat.
and yesh, so the issue of me being evil and feeling guilty goes on. i really dont know what to do. sighs.
My name is Serene.
- 7:53 PM
so it's already another week of school.. i think you look good just the way you are now. i know you're not just making your hair longer so you can win her but yeah, i really think you look great with your current hairstyle. thanks for sending me back today. hugs.
i dont know why i chose you. i really dont. i'm sorry if i cant give you the answer you are looking for. sorry.
jogging later. :) see ya.
My name is Serene.
Sunday, May 04, 2008 - 4:26 PM
happy 19th month, dear friend. im a heartbreaker and a liar, sometimes, i dont even think i should even exist at all. and yes, i moved my blog. and the main purpose is to run away from you. i need you to forget me, i dont want to hurt you. cause im guilty. please stop saying i'm not. im only human, i have feelings too. you know, and i know, we all know that im not that cold right? maybe moving this blog aint that a good idea. partly i want to stop both of you from fighting. please dont fight? stop getting mad at each other, cause it hurts me. it's all my fault. a nice soul like you shouldnt have met me. you shouldnt be broken just like how i break you. and you, it's never your fault cause, you're closed up and controlled by a freak for so long. you desperately have to break free. me? i did all the horrid stuff. namely, i contacted you in the first place. thus, i created all these shit. i'm sorry. it dumb of me to post up anyway, i mean, you're the only person that knows this blog post.
deep down inside i know who can love me better. but it's not for me to judge right? i mean, i never know i meant so much to you then. i thought im just simply trash to you. but right now, you're beside my side, i get you (or rather both of you) into so much shit. and yeah, i broke someone else's heart. someone who's love for me is pure. it's our day today. and im here with you, someone else. i hope you (both of you) will understand the pain and guilt im going through now. it hurts.
My name is Serene.
Saturday, May 03, 2008 - 1:09 AM
I HATE YOU! ): changed my blog add. need sometime off. yeap fuck.